31.12.08

bye 2008

ooo few hours more then v need to say goodbye to 2008
2008 an unforgetable memory...
a painful year tat nvr cure my heart...
now at labuan really boring til can stick wall lol...
so regret tat i came back so early...
hope dis coming year ll b joyful n greatful ^^
i miss u all my frenz...
more 20 days v can meet each others =)
yea yea
B O R I N G ahhhhhhhhhh

21.12.08

Im Really Care About

wow 5 months past...
i jz can said tat...
i haven release it...
i hope there is sum miracle..
miracle where r u....
jz bac from a party...
tired...sing a lot...
eat a lot...play a lot...
but den i jz can say i m not really happy..
i saw sumthing...but i jz can only b envy 1...
mayb de pass i nvr care...
but now i reall care about it...
i care all de things...
i really CARE T_T

15.12.08

14.12.2008

A special, unforgettable n de most courageousness thing i done since 21 years...
erm even though our relationship had been stopped...
but it stil really ok..
i m getting fine now...even tears drop sum second...
but it quite good 4 us n dis de way v may enjoy now...
thx 4 ur dinner...
i duno y u do tat la...
mayb u d used to it...
but i can only b silently accept n appreciate it...
anyway THX u
mmmmmmmmuakz!!=)

13.12.08

我就是牧羊座的女人!!

昨天看到这个MAIL,哦。。。
形容得太好了。。。
我就是酱,吃硬不吃软。。。
但是也是要看看对什么人啦。。。
“她会倾心于一个令她佩服的男人,她要嫁一个让她引以为傲的丈夫,她或许比较欣赏事业有成的男人,但这并不表示她是个拜金主义者。
是的,的确要征服我你就必须要有十八般武艺
令我崇拜你,尊重你!
再看看他的星座,原来。。。
可是。。。
********************************
现在超闷!!原本要去电脑展叻。。。
全部都是他们的错!!!!
又想明天跟他去,可是又怕怕。。。
不懂啦。。。
是啦,朋友嘛。。。
可是我可以酱看待吗???
这是我犹豫的。。。
这感觉不会很奇怪??
其实心里万分期待。。。。
你可以不要拒绝我吗???

10.12.08

TELUK BATIK & SHIKINCHAN trip!~




Hoho another trip.. i went to shikinchan n teluk batik... de first day i go shikichan lo... den eat many fresh seafood... my favorite le... den go around there erm go “稻田” n sea-side.. ntg special laa....tat day v stay at motel... OMG superb dirty... den v all not dare sleep jz go down n hav a tea... hoho so many ppl but is old man... oh i first time drink "ah mo ga na" juice there le... so nice really nice nice nice... i noe i 38 la...but really nice le...so happy n enjoy.. de next day den v go teluk batik loo... but dis trip dun take any photo le... really sigh...bcos no camera n de place no convenience at all... v reach teluk batik at 9 sumthing i think so... den v go snokerling park... hehe i go snokerling le... so happy...but begining i feel very scare... bcos de fish go through my body there... a very big fish not scare ppl at all... keep 1na bite us...lol... after tat v go beach laa... wa shocked!! when v reach there i c alot of ppl le... i nvr think tat got so many ppl go beach... really crazy....den play araound until 12 sumthing after tat v go have our lunch oh noe a guy laa a very nice guy...HUAT erm really hav a very good impression to me.. hehe also noe his cute bro...JASON... so cute him only 9 years old but talk lik adult... den he also very miss us haha cos he keep asking us many thing.. yea after dinner v go a restaurant ar... erm sumthing lik a pub laa but is outdoor... den got KTV sing de o...haha den on de night v go back hotel n sleep lik a PIG tired really very tired.. de next day v go back loo... de go hav our breakfast...den oh go buy "KONG PIANG" i think is sarawak frenz told me this 1... but nvr test b4 le...but is so nice keke... den v go meet jason n huat's family n say bye bye to them.. after tat v went back to shikichan again lol.. eat lunch also is FISH... den v went to kuala selangor lo... but many many stuff laa... dis trip really very enjoy... yes i love dis trip n happy u go wit u guys...^^

9.12.08

yahoo im BACK!! (PART2)












皮蛋饺

BENGKOK?!

no tail ?! saw b4?


waiting capture orang hutan
this is TALAK very nice o....only sabah have it


*okie here is de photo so sorry bcos my network problem...
i cant upload photo...

28.11.08

yahoo im BACK!! (PART1)

haha long time no c....
finally i hav a wonderful n nice trip!~
is a nature journey...
so fun ngek ngek....
but den fat a lot ahahaa...
bcos non stoping eat...
first two day i stay at kk...
ntg special go shopping around...
dis time i really budget myself...
den my trip is lower than rm200 ^^
erm first day i reach sandakan lol tired...
den i sleep sleep n sleep...
night having dinner wit my frenz's family...
de 2nd day v start our journey loo....
at first v go have our breakfast....
den v go sepilok visit ORANG HUTAN haha...
but ntg special laa...
after that rain heavily...
den v rushing to a crocodile farm...
inside there hav diff types of crocodile...
but then all is lazy n big fatty crocodile...
dun move...smore got fight until their tooth drop down...
den got crocodile show...
lol oh no a very funny show...
but den rain too heavily den v cant go others place anymore...
den at de night outing wit frenz...
go to town....den go through de town...
second day....v go another place...
labuk bay....c monkey santuary(长鼻猴)
yea take mnay photo also...
den v go back to sepilok a rainforest park i think so...
walk around n play 吊桥...
haha den our trips finish....
oh ya b4 go labuk bay v having our meal at SIM SIM KAMPUNG
there famous with 皮蛋饺
erm abt similar wit pulau ketam...
but there not an island la...
all the house is above de water....
yeapz...
den our sandakan trip hav a full stop here.....



* picture i ll upload later ba.....^^

22.11.08

吧生见!!

yes finally is de time i can go back klang again...
wow really i left klang 4 a long period dis sem...
but dis coming holiday is too short...
only hav 1 month....
arghh nowaday really bad luck n poor...
bad luck ar oh dun1 talk so much...
i ll solve it ASAP...
poor...any1 got any part time job??
2moro i leave labuan loo...
den ll go kk n sandakan...
hope is a wonderful trip...
ok later need 2 wake up at 5sthing...
c u all my frenz in KLANG!!!
im BACK!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


p/s: dis song nice le??? i feel so relax to hear it....heart(LOVE)

15.11.08

left last paper-econometric

wow finally finish all others paper...left last one now...
also a shit paper lolx...
cos need 2 read many theory n rmb many formula...
de last macro paper i think i done very badly...
really bad i aslo duno tat day im not feeling well...
n den i abit blur...dint c carefully wat the quest need...
i think i done many wrong...
aiks...jz do a very wasting money work...
i rebuy air ticket 4 new year....
aiks cos i think tat every1 back late..
y i dun do so....cos i really hate tat to stay here until 9may...
it d b fix ok...n i cannot celebrate my bday...
every year y y y...
so i need to celebrate 年初九...
n my monkey frenz...mayb yiing also ll b come back...
i 1na stay longer time wit them
really miss those time v been 2gether...
n im so lonely wahahaa...
yeslaa really lonely ok...
erm ya jz now also chatting wit a quite close frenz gua...
can count as tat...even v long time dint c each others
v stil can chit chat n talking joke there...
but de situation is he d MARRIED...
yes he d married b daddy soon...
dis coming december...
when de day i noe he married i really shocked...
but also feel happy wit him...
have his nice family soon...n thinking how future if met up...
he surely bring his baby lolx??!!
n talking wit him bout chin long...
he said tat find back him baa...
izit???i really think tat b4 n now...
but....if de answer is NO...den wat i going to do...
i think i really cant accept it...
i admit tat i dun 1na b a loser in love...
but den everytime n everytime...
i really ll think bout him...anything i got now...
is really bcos of him....wat i use....
is his gift to me...how memorable 4 everything...
even now de mouse i using also a gift from him...
he really giv me many many thing....
i going b back soon....soon really soon...
i dun how bored ll b for dis coming holiday...
i think i really need some power n energy to ask him once again...
but den i dun hav....
" ll u regret to break up wit him ? "
dis is my frenz ask me....
i thinked tat this is wat should i ask him baa...
y u ask me dis???!! de person who said break up is HIM laa..
but den in my mind stil nvr 4get dis sentence...
"but i think my heart ll surely come back to u"
izzit?!
i d been here waiting for 87 days....nearly three month...
i stil nvr get this sentence back from u....
W.A.I.T.I.N.G MIRACLE



GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!!!!

11.11.08

一失足成千古恨

啊!!!!!!!!!!!!
内心挣扎,伤心,无力!!!
我错按了东西,结果我存放的全部消失。。。
而且那一篇28OCT就酱不见了。。。
那是多么的机密。。。
很讨厌很讨厌很讨厌!!!!!
为什么。。。。。。。
RESTORE也找不回了。。。
我只能默默接受。。。
命中注定的永远都无法预测。。。
讨厌!!!!!!!!!

M i s s 意味什么??

16 days more to go...i back klang...
heard tat melacca trip cancel aiks...
so sienz my "satay" loklok ar....
last few day feel very happy...
got my elephant frenz erm now not elephant lo...
haha =p she called me...
after she went to taiwan for 1 year...
i nvr talk to her mayb bcos i 1na call but my phone budget
lol alwys overload...so so so laa...
besides tat got sha po lee ay...
surprise tat they ll contact me at de same time...
stil got jack...a person who change a lot...
i like dis fellow much n much now...
also got monkey laa...haha of course wont left u rite...
i got new mission n goals ngek ngek...
collect money go taiwan!!!
i wan to go taiwan in dis 3 year its a must!!!
so GAMBATEH save money lo keke XD

***************************************

dis few day saw many ppl photo...
envy, jealous n many more laa...
miss means???
duno....
if a guy suddenly say miss u...
den means??
cannot trust on it...
bcos of i duno him well at all...
but i noe he is a nice guy...
a good thinker...i jz can say bout tat...
n de reason is...
mayb i d hide myself up...
protect myself...
not getting hurt anymore...
yes!!so i said tat
一个心只有一份永久,给了谁就无法回收
time really ll prove everything??
time really wont let go sumthing??
heart really ll b lasting long??
til now u also can LET GO it??
y....i ask myself...
actually i also not really can trust him....
so F A I L....
GOD ll decide it...
but GOD can u plz let me went back de pass time...
bcos i really MISS it...
if i got it back i really ll


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2.11.08

2.11.2008

哈哈,好土的标题。。。不知放什么才好。。。
昨夜有了一点MOOD读BUSINESS LAW
就AIM一下题目咯,但是如果失败了hoho
没眼看!!!
最近都四点还是五点睡觉。。。
生活有点颠倒,明天就是第二年第一学期考了。。。
过去的一年对自己的成绩还满意。。。
但是今时不同往日了,进入真正的课程。。。
就是日后工作会有用到的吧!!
这次是不一样的,回想起当我很烦很闷,没心情。。。
就可以煲一下粥,说一点废话。。。
不过最近的电话费不便宜叻,不知打去那里哈哈
有咯最浪费的是AIRASIA,服务速度超慢的!!
不过一切都搞定了,PHEW...
昨夜,她又call他,我就在床上翻转,一直睡不着。。。
拜托今晚不要了!!我明天就要打战了。。。
大家做好了准备吗??
对,就酱一学期就结束了,好快哦!!
以前的我每天在倒数回家。。。
这次我回家又怎样呢。。。
这学期过得超忙的。。。
每天有好多ASSIGNMENT赶。。。
其实下星期还有哦!!超烦的!!
没有爱情的日子就是酱度过的。。。
27号回家,妈妈叫我不要一个人搭火车。。。
以前她都不用为我烦这些啊,HAIZ
那天,我播电话给他。。。
竟然他说什么讲着电话结果心就快碎开了
虽然我不懂是男是女,唉不知道干嘛那么在意。。。
所以那天的心情很不好!!stop
无关我事。。。。。。wordless


yea yesterday erm feel quite ok n happy...
haha bcos of mr.key n ms.v...
secret.........shhh......
mr.key got his new lifes there...
feel very happy for him...
n he got new "lover" wahahaha=p
happy bcos of he accept all those challenge...
happy bcos i got him as my frenz...
happy bcos he alwys make me laugh...
happy bcos v r alwys sort sort n play 2gether...
happy bcos v can sing 2gether...
happy bcos many many laa...
MR.KEY r u happy now i say u many thing???
hahaha....laugh...im sure u r laugh!!! XD

yea take care ba~~study lo...
hope u untung banyak at ur yi mai hui...
den haha dun 4get bring me some nice stuff when u r back...
wahahaha greedy yes!!!!

30.10.08

烦。烦。烦

最近超烦的!而且超背!衰神啊请你远离我~
我真的要下重本温习功课叻!~
幸好今天搞定了很多事。。。
心里还是觉得很不安的。。。
难道又有什么预感还是征兆。。。
CHOI。。。
我酱好,为什么每天来烦我啊??
最近很笨,一直控制不了自己。。。
过去就是过去了,再回首谁来扶你一把?
刚刚又有什么HACK之类的东西。。。
什么啊。。。我们去威胁人?
得空没事做??!!
人家的MOOD来了啦。。。又跟我讲这些。。
很烦叻!!这个学期请保佑我。。。
不要有当掉的科目。。。怕怕!!
尤其是头阵“BUSINESS LAW”
死得人多。。。时间也不多了。。。
我一定要静下心来。。。
温习温习温习!!
进度有点慢叻~~
明天补完咯乖乖。。。

22.10.08

holiday n exam mood

hohoho too bad...dis sem i think i really bad
cos i escape class dun go class...
how ar...duno no de mood...
yes jz book air ticket!!

NOTICE:
i ll back at 27 November...
arrive LCCT at 13.10
8 Dec mayb go melacca...
haha dis holiday really is HOLIDAY TRIP...
so 1na meet me...den make appointment lol...
eh nobody 1na date me de laa...
hmm well, anything laa...

i hate to hearing de cry sound...
make me feel tat do u really so pity meh
y u so pity
bcos u not stand on ur feet do wrong thing?!
do u ever think how is ur situation...
tats jz de opposite site..
exchange de place...
i really duno y she feel tat she r alone when no tat guy..
tat guy jz ntg...really ntg...
n smore i hate tat guy very much...
alwys disturb me sleep at mid night...
please next time 1na talk phone at mid night den plz go out...
consider others k...
u no class not means others dun hav class...
anything laa....i really hope tat she ll giv up him...
cos it not worth at all...

oh no...exam coming soon...really need 2 do revision day by day...
dun play play dis time 1st week exam quite tough 4 me...
God bless me ba!! =)
hohoho...after done my exam its a new lifes 4 me again
bcos it ll lasting for 1 month i no need worried bout
"assignment, study,cook"

jz SHOP SHOP SHOP
EAT EAT EAT
i enjoy dis lifes...
jz i cant pattou hahaha...
nolar im single maa who date me lol...
4get bout it...it jz a little part...

WELL....my frenz GOOD LUCK all of u...
TRY best 4 ur final preparation...

20.10.08

两个月后的我们。。。

近来忙着报告,大声宣布我应该做的都大功告成!!!
但是,我还得烦组员们的报告。。。
酱,就有很多故事讲!!一肚子气!!
IFR这份报告,从老师进班的第一天就说明一切。。。
7月份的事!!但是呢,这些马来猪头脑装大便!!
***OPS太敏感了,不过我真的觉得是酱。。。***
此时此刻,他们还在吊耳郎当,推三推四。。。
所以马来西亚永远有你们就不会有什么贡献与栋梁!!!
气死我了!!而且我的组长讲什么你懂吗??
“不用怕,如果我们无法在限定的时间交上。。。
我们只会被扣分!!”
现在我们的状况是我们不对叻,而且他们有没有脑啊??
真的是装大便咯!!(怒)
而且所有报告占60%,年终考40%
请问你们很强哦??
以后请选好你的组员,而且是大组更仔细想想!!
最好你有好处而不是人家抽你的水!!


今天20号。。。就是两个月。。。
那天我们有聊了一下。。。
很有那个冲动,但是没有说出口。。。
那天虽然话题不感伤,但我已泪盈满眶。。。
我快回家了。。。
看出他有点期待,可能自己想太多。。。
一直以来,我真的很想懂这两个月里,他还会想我吗??
还是他已经有了新生活??
真的吗??

一个月后就回去了!!考试也来临了。。。
开始准备闭关。。。
好像逃难酱买了好多食物。。。

i really missxx u...do u???

10.10.08

人生二十一年里。。。

黄诗薇活了二十一年。。。
就算有再多的埋怨,辛苦。。。
噼里啪啦一下就很OK了!!
因为我就是100%的白羊座啊!
前几天到现在,我就是烦!不知道为什么
就是很烦!!烦恼啊。。。
脱离我吧!~
人生二十一年有许多的第一次。。。
我也预想不到我会边打报告边哭。。。
这个学期快结束了!!
时间真是不留人啊。。。
我报告还没赶完,年终考来临了!!
这次真的是可以坐以待毙。。。
我不明白我上课了这么久。。。
我真正掌握的有多少!!
还没定机票。。。糟糕。。。
为什么这些人因为新年就荒废工作啊。。。
都什么时候了。。。
我期待我回家了!!
我想念马六甲。。。哈哈因为又可以去了!!
还有新加坡!!约了弟弟一起去!!
太好了!!
最近一直下雨,听说会一直下到这个月十九日。。。
好好。。。可以睡觉。。。
对,最近超爱睡的!!猪……^oo^……

昨天晚上差点儿被弃留学校。。。
这些人啊真没脑。。。
不知道危险,真该死!!
好了我累了!!去冲个凉。。。
祝我明天好运!!!
我会爱死你哈哈哈!!!!XD

7.10.08

C R Y

shit im damn pressure now!!!!
i first time do my stuff do until my tears drop...
i nvr feel so hard n pressure b4...
y y y!!!!!
stil got ppl can go sleep...
haven settle anything...
who can heal me....
@#$%^&*()_+
@#$%^&*()_+

5.10.08

brunei trip

这次的旅行真是有惊有险。。。
不过对我来说真的很不错。。。
还以为整个行程就会是平平淡淡。。。
但原来不是简直是乘风破浪。。。
难忘!!真的好难忘!!
就开始写写行程吧!!



〈10月2日〉
早上七点半我们就在码头集合。。。
因为还早,就到处逛逛。。。
九点十分船开了。。。
冒险旅程开始咯!!
刚到文莱就是一个难题出现。。。
原来城市离码头很远,要最少半个钟。。。
不过呢巴士简直是少到爆!!!
过后呢就有一辆超烂又小的“夹克车”
哇!!是十一个人挤动荡不得。。。
就像我们在逃难中。。。
有够坎坷的~~
终于半个钟头后到达城市。。。
有点杂!!不是我们想象中的富有城市。。。
可能那个地方不是什么先进的。。。
我们的停歇地方也是廉价的。。。
就不是什么高级酒店。。。
REST HOUSE。。
过后我们就开始找东西吃和逛逛
因为文莱是回教国。。。
所以很多店都关门了!!
对。。。这里就是经过看到的路牌与电牌
都有JAWI字。。。

malaysia airline

bata expose to brunei lo lol

我觉得这个路牌好可爱。。。对不哈哈!!

麦当劳也有JAWI哦!!

ok继续~
我们就在以上这个地方逛。。。
听说这个广场是文莱苏丹为了纪念还是感谢一个人。。。
就把几间百货公司联合起来。。。
下次会有我们团体大合照。。。
敬请期待咯!!~
我们吃了黑胡椒鸡很不错哦!!
还有TEH TARIK 不过味道有点淡啦。。。
过后我们又前往另一站。。。就是去
水上村!!我最爱这个了!!太好玩了!!
很久没疯狂喊了~
真的好好玩~~这个水上村很特别哦。。。
有学校,医院。。。应该设备齐全
过后第二轮,我们要求去另一个地方
GADONG。。。
这是到达的照片。。。
哈哈头发乱七八糟。。。风很大!!
盐水弄得我的皮肤感觉很粘!!!

这里比较多华人咯!!
这是他们的百货公司不错吧!!
哦,对到文莱我们发现很少女人出街。。。
全部都是男的!!而且很像外劳到处坐。。。
就整个让人觉得很复杂!!
不过GADONG这里还OK
YEAH!“烧冰”快乐!!
买了几件衣。。。
告诉你我买了NIKE和ADIDAS
不到马币RM50。。。
超值的!!!哈哈哈!!!

落难的时候又来了!!
我们没有交通回酒店@-@
而且下了大雨!!!结果呢。。。
我们CALL船来。。。
真的要谢谢那个船哥哥,他真的很好人!!!
我们就低着头淋着雨。。。
真是很狼狈啊!!!
不过有谁会有酱的遭遇呢???
新鲜也很刺激吧!!
回了酒店洗了澡。。。
我们全部女生又街去喝茶!!
夜生活。。。有几久没酱的日子啊。。。
很写意。。。就是女人的聚会。。。。
过后接近三点了我们就回去休息。。。


10月3日
今天我们的旅程就是去王宫。。。
一大清早我们就去巴士站。。
然后到王宫去。。。
其实呢与王妃和公主握手时间是十点至十二点~~
不过我们得提早两个钟头前去排队!!
王宫太漂亮了!!
不过那些平民百姓就是你争我推的!!
原来吃什么都是免费的。。。那场面实在可怕。。。
过后我们就去排队了。。。
这是在等候时期与朋友一起拍的~~

这里也是等候区。。。这副墙是用金镶的!!!而且有两道!!!
太夸张了吧!!!
过不久就是与王妃和公主握手环节。。。
因为不可以再拍照了。。。
所以不能和大家分享。。。

这个是王宫大门。。。
是不是很壮观呢。。。
那些铁都是不朽铁哦!!!!!

好,因为啊男生很麻烦。。。
得等完所有的海军,空军,陆军与警察和苏丹握手。。。
才到平民。。。
所以身为女生多好。。。
不用等酱久哈哈!!!
结果我们很怕买不到船票就死命催促。。。
就终于于下午2.30到达码头!!
结果还没开!!
OH NO 倒霉!!
结果买了4.30的船。。。很开心终于要回了!!
真的是冒汗!!
船坏了!!!!结果船长很不负责任。。。
说退票然后你们继续住明天再来!
傻眼!!这里的消费极高!!
而且为什么可以就酱坏啊??
很多人就闹了!!结果等那些负责人搞定。。。
终于答应我们7.15会有船再来。。。
哎,真是多灾多难啊!!
结果看日落。。。我就躺着路上休息。。。
很直接型!!
过后有人修理船又好了!!
我们一直就很担心船会不会坏在海中间啊。。。
那时谁来救我们???
不过还好没发生什么事就酱。。。
与晚上八点我们平安到达!!
太棒了!!!
大家脸上都写上“累”这个字。。。

无可否认这个旅程是有点艰辛。。。
不过我还享受其中。。。
就酱旅行与假期结束了。。。
又要赶报告了!!!
掰掰我的假期。。。
再三个星期我又放假了!!
而且是期末考。。。
我又要好好收拾心情。。。
加油咯!!好累哦。。。
我打了两个钟的部落格!!哈哈!!!
晚安!!!!!~~

3.10.08

im back

im back but im very tired haha
many thing to share....
wait i get those picture...
really an UNFORGETTABLE & UNLUCKY journey...

2.10.08

HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

Hoho first year stay at labuan celebrate dis raya...
whole hostel really quiet...
dis few day rushing for assignment...
erm quite satisfied bcos can done many assignment...
hohoho good...actually also got play game laa...
2day i play til quite angry laa cos i very lag...
now i got de power so i can up lvl fast de maa...@@
yea 2moro go brunei loo~~ but jz a short trip laa...
first time go out wit university frenz...
duno is wat feeling...haha izzit as fun as choir frenz??
anything laa....
ohh swt really unlucky....
everytime i 1na go a place i sure injured...
dis time my mouth injured lol...
so ugly zzzz...
faster recover le haiz...

2day hav a good chat wit monkey...
haha is tat feeling...
v alwys scold each others...
our relation ll alwys b lik tat...not much than tat...
he advise me tat open minded abit...
erm i tell him tat i really very hard to fall in love wit one ppl...
yea really....
i think its hard now 4 me to fall in love to others...
anyway thank you very much!!!

jz finish pack for journey....
actually no tat excited feeling...
mayb jz 2 nite 1 day trip...
hope dis journey ll go smooth...
bye my frenz....






Happy Holiday too !!~~ ^ ^

30.9.08

夜深了。。。

夜深了。。。我还没洗澡。。。
刚打完机傻!!每天都上瘾~~
今天又多了个guo jing...
很搞笑一下啦。。。不过有点不要脸!!哈哈!!
没有啦大家也只是玩玩而已何必认真。。。
是他说的不需要这么认真,好咯就不认真~
看到他上网,其实有很多问题要问。。。
不过就是酱默默对看着荧幕。。。
近来的晚上都很落寞。。。
会很想找人聊天。。。
按按手机。。。我到底有多少个谈心的朋友。。。
原来很少。。。
原来这几年来每天都对着同样的人。。。
原来寂寞的人一直是我。。。
还记得以前他说恋爱让他失去朋友。。
我所见的应该都是我的身上吧。。。
因为他的自私我朋友渐渐少了。。。
但我曾经阻止过你吗??
SHE里的一首歌"安静了"就是我们的状况。。。
心已经静止了。。。
原来我就是从来没想过放手。。。
你又会给我满意的答案吗??

27.9.08

weee h O l i D a Y ^^

hoho 2day is de last day den holiday again...
dis sem got 3 holiday now is de 2nd 1...
but this shown tat final jz around de corner...
but me stil playing around....
ishh S.T.O.P!!!!
dis holiday muz b done all de job i should take part in assignment!
say only laa...i noe i cant but i ll try my best
REALLY....
yea now im open my song loudly!
so good.....bcos my housemate all BALIK KAMPUNG~~~
if not they alwys complaint haiz...
nvr think others....when they paying around...
y they nvr think they r so noisy le?
yea also jz finish tidy up my room...
hohoho 2day change feng shui...
2day eat KFC oh no really poor...
hope tat dis following week i ll save up money...
maximum 1 week rm30 @@
but den now de maggie mee also bcome expensive...
student also suffer....
now maggie wasnt INFERIOR goods anymore...
even jz eating maggie also ll bcome poor...
POOR POOR POOR....

22.9.08

COOL n COLD answer

i admit that im very cool sumtimes...
i duno how to hide myself sumtimes...
if i feel that den i ll straight forward do tat...
so at last i ll feel regret...
duno...
i reply his msg really short...
mayb i properly to make it...
anything laa u pull me down...
dis is wat i giv back to u...(revenge haha)
but izzit there hav anything i can say to u...
i think NO...
so i ll only giv u COOL n COLD answer..tats all!!

i bet tat our relationship stop here...
no more sms n phone call...
its end...
everything ends 2day......
ENDS................................

20.9.08

BLUE n GREY

人生总有不如意的时候。。。
有时真的令人晴天霹雳,难以接受。。。
最近身边的朋友都好像很黑暗。。。
我应该庆幸于现在的我!!
看开了,属于自己的终究都会是你的!
不用期待也不用等待。。。
时不时制造一点刺激感,好让生活充实。。。
也许我们不能帮上什么忙,只需要给个温暖的安慰与好好聆听!
妳要加油哦~要勇敢!坚强!
我们都会默默为伯父祈祷~~~=)
最近真的好烦哦!!
超不爽的,最讨厌一些自以为是的家伙。。。
有什么大不了的!!
再一个星期过后可是说这学期快要结束了。。。
时间过得超快的!!!
以前每天都会在倒数回家。。。
这就是新生与学姐的分别吧~~
好,我又要赶报告了!!
超烦的!!!
我要假期,不过这个马来新年假期也是报告期!!
所以没差只是我不用去上学~~
哈哈好了~~
我要用功了~~掰 ^-^

19.9.08

meetoto day

ahaa 2day go play meetoto...
oh no...tat 0194 laa LCL lol...
keep talkin many thing...
haha anyway its fun!!=)

hmm more 1 week class den ll b holiday again...
wuut dis sem really pass so fast...
wat also haven be ready...
but 2day i start to thinking...
bout econometric n business law connected to our real life's...
yea actually its easy jz how u look at it...

haha im not tat clever SC..
jz its too easy laa...
im not sad.....
jz im stil not used ba...

start thinking my future...
ahaaa...
how he muz b....
of course....
its my secret!!!
hehe i noe enough laa...
yea yea sleep baa...
g9 everyone~~
if u r jz pass by u may leave ur comment=)

17.9.08

one month....

Suddenly recall that im jz single for one month...
one month period....
wat v do...
wat v think...
duno...
totally duno...
2day mayb he finish exam...i think so laa...
so i think i ll nvr c him on9 or watever...
its jz ntg...so.........
jz finish take bath...
2day damn cold...
n duno how im feeling very BLUE...
mayb rain for whole day...
make de enviroment bored...
im really f*king boring wit my lifes here...
i really feel im lonely n lonely...
at least i stil can release wit i drive...i walk alone...
go de place i lik very much...
i hope tat final come as fast as possible...
i DUN 1na b alone anymore...
if u got de answer...
please let me noe....

15.9.08

happy mid autumn festival?!

is the second year i dint celebrate for this festival...
suddenly rmb tat f5 v having de party its a great nightz =)
i ll nvr 4get it....
oh no im so busy....busy wit assignment...
2day i really put my effort to do assignment...
but den i haven complete one of them...
y de assignment given by lecturer so hard dis sem...
is so suffocate...
everyday in mind jz assignment assignment n assignment!
ZZZZZ.....
faster end dis sem!!!!!!
bcos i duno wat I study at all...
oh no really....i duno how to answer question in final later...
yakkk.....

2day i escape class...hohoho....
first time! really first time....
haha now im teaching my roommate economy...
lol so funny....need to giv her day lifes example let her rmb...

hmm 2moro no class...but also 1na rush for assignment...
ahaa soon ll go holiday!!
i love holiday=)
i miss de time when i go holiday wit my sisters (CHOIR)....
feel so good..........REALLY!!!
misssss u....

13.9.08

13.9.08

hmm now watching yi nan wang haha...
use a very funny method...
using webcam watch...
verone lol of course i love myself laa...
cos nobody love me maa =p
haha nolar...
2day night got exam o...
so now studying luckily left last chapter...
yesterday jz get midterm results...(business statistic)
hmm not tat happy laa...not good..
dis few days duno y cant get sleep well...
mayb got some noise when im sleeping...
aiks...hope tat every1 sleep earlier...
dun talk so much phone lol...
actually not 1na complaint anything laa...
jz i cant get used tat when sleeping got noise...
tats my problem i need 2 solve it myself...

yaa angry-ING i got 1 week cant get boil water as i like...
my stupid housemate dun buy 三角插头...
y very expensive meh...
nvr think ppl using tat plug le...
how can so selfish....

after dis midterm...
pushing up myself to ASSIGNMENT....
walao...so stupid so lazy dis sem...
wat also haven touch...
i really hate group assignment...
cos need 2 meeting n seperate work smore...
smore need 2 do many research paper...
y can b so hard....haiz....

hope dis sem ll faster finish n i faster done all my work
everyday c me so relax but i pressure til duno wat to do...
so haiz....got ntg to say....

2molo is mid autumn festival shit got replacement class...
but i ll escape it...so sorry v hav no time to attend ur bored class...
yalor 2day go business statistic class...
so bad me...first time dint hear wat lecturer say...
lol i put on my mp3 den play sudoku...
duno y laa i cant hear his word...
u know he using 45 minute talking n not much than 10 slide...
wasting my time...
even our DR.L i also ll try my best to hear...
but sorry MR.M i really hate u so much!!
dun alwys act u being very understand us...
those malay jz SS there....not bcos ur talks r funny...
blekz >_<

10.9.08

s.i.c.k

oh no feeling sick...
keep hungry but ady eat many thing...
dizzy @@
hmm long time dint falling sick here...
i stil rmb tat i sick d stil go class...
den i cant control stil vomit lolx
tat night feel very hard...
but now more hard laa....
yesterday hav a good talk wit a frenz...
same case....same situation...
eventhough v jz chit chat 4 for a short time...
but i can trust him well...
n at the end he send me a song...
yes alright...even de song lol i feel i dun lik...
anyway thx u very much...
muz appreciate wat u hav now....
要幸福哦!!=)

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oh actually i got new photo le...
i had cut my hair....
abut ugly le...lolx
but dis photo make me feel...
im stil young n im so cute
haha....joke only laa....






9.9.08

爱一个人

爱一个人,
要了解,也要开解;
要道歉,也要道谢;
要认错,也要改错;
要体贴,也要体谅;
是接受,而不是忍受;
是宽容,而不是纵容;
是支持,而不是支配;
是慰问,而不是质问;
是倾诉,而不是控诉;
是难忘,而不是遗忘;
是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代;
是为对方默默祈求, 而不是向对方诸多要求;
可以浪漫,但不要浪费;
可以随时牵手,但不要随便分手。

8.9.08

bored

very boring ar....no mood....
ntg do...
haiz after tat case happen in my hostel...
i really feel pressure n affraid go out from my room...
shit y y y.....
i 1na faster back.....let sumtimes cure it...
2 months to go o haiz....
dis sem how ar many thing happen on me...
den nobody can lend me a hand...

++++++++++++++++++++++

2day watching 银楼金粉...
very first i tot is a quite boring movie but then...
not wor really quite interesting....
yer i need 2 save money dis month i buy many thing...
on9 shopping...oh no...
next month go brunei even 2 day...
but i think not tat cheap...bcos x2.4 le...
so easy meh...
i wish i can go celebrate xmas at sg...
but go alone meh...
faster appear urself my faith....
i need u..........i feel so lonely........
isshhhh......................-_-

++++++++++++++++++++++++

2molo hav presentation...
hope my group oklar...
haiz i dun lik it....
bcos their work suck....
haiz can i get 3 dis sem??
not 3.5 laa only 3....
i got no mood no mood no mood.....
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

7.9.08

back to nromal lifes...

hmm 2day jz cut my hair...
duno wat to say...my front hair cut til very ugly...
y can so noob haiz...
recently many things happen o...
im so lonely really lonely....
nobody help me to solve problem...
n im stil afraid...
tat day i whole night no sleep...
30+ hours....i also cant imagine how can i nvr sleep...
please...
y u r not there when I need u...
u nvr think bout how my lifes??
or u think tat its doesnt matter how I am...
or u starting ur happy lifes....

*******************************************
lara song is my feeling now...."下雨天"
is a nice song...really nice n warm my heart...
de lyrics...well i think is true...
when u trying to love sum1 so u need 2 learn wat is lonely...
heal me~
save me~
T_T




31.8.08

leave me alone

i need a rest....im so tired....
fucking tired wit my lifes....
i gone now......
dun phone me....
dun ask me.....
de answer ll appear after someday...

************************************

我需要休息,累了!!
真的不用理我。。。
我又不会怎样。。。
总有一天,答案会赤裸现身。。。
不用担心我!
再见!!

tagged by VERONE

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace and questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag your friends to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. Are you allowed to have a bf/gf
yes but im single now!y?!i do ntg wrong...i hate im alone...


2. Describe urself in one word.
wait de day coming den DIE.......giv me de nerve right now...

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
someone really loves me...i dun1 pay anything from now on...im loser!

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
yes....i think he never know tat haha =p

5. Does it feel good to love?
love is suck now!

6. What do you like to eat?
wat i lik n wat i hate only he knows, who know he leave me alone!

7. What’s the last thing you’ll do before you die?
ntg die peacefully.....

8. Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?

yes,but man r suck,alwys cheat u n hurt u.......

9. What can you say about playboys/ playgirls ?
i hope tat i can b....cos i no need think others ppl feeling....

10. Are you still available?

yes rite now


Part 2
1. Best place to cry?
my bed....wit hug my pillow....i do tat everyday rite now....

2. Who's the person who stands on top of your heart?

my families.......i miss them so much!

3. Tell us your dream last night?

obviously, i try to kill myself n die....

4. Ever hated someone so bad?
i not think so how hate also how love.....struggling...

5. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?

My loves one lie me more than once...n alwys find reason tat dig old things...
but he never think tat how many times he had hurt me...
applause for the big liar!! thx!

6. The last person you had a beer with?
one and a half month ago....at the curve street----> tgi fridays....(12/7/2008)
actually v drink cocktail and liquid...
tat night im happy but abit disappointed....bcos he dn1 take photo!!
i think it related to now in m lifes...so v ll break up...

7. The last person you went to the movies with?
abby....v go watch mummy3...kk...

8. The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
oo long time dint get a phone call...i check my list is i call younger bro...
he so enjoy....

9. The last person you hugged?

13 july,7.30am v hugged each others...

10. The last person who made you cry?

LIAR....

11. In the last week have you kissed someone?

No.........

12. Danced crazy?
i hope tat i can dance crazy...but im so shy....

13. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
yes bcos i dun think wat he promise is true to me...angry tat he giv ppl present...
y i dun get?? im de top in my course le...fuck...

14. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
i hope i can disappear now....i dun1 to hear anything n c anything again....

15. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
go around de world........i 1na travel now.....my heart totally lost!

16. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
nolar...later get police caught...

17. Are you old fashioned?
nope...im not outdated ok....

18. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?

very hard laa...cos really feel shy on tat time...but its 4 years ago...
where is my lover.....

19. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
its hard to giv up a true friendship n de love one....i had been tried but i lose!

20. Five facts About Me:

*lovely
*friendly
*dependable
*laugh loudly
*cry quietly

21. Song in my head now
*stil rmb....a blues piano song....in my blog so nice...=)

23. Five Things I treasure in My Life:
*parents
*family members
*best friends
*lovers
*my personal belongings

24. "First Time" in My Life:
*Kiss someone
*Date someone
*Drive someone
*hugged someone
*hold hand
*there r many more...cant think it.....

yea if u read, so u had been tagged LOL....