BUSY lifes begin

OH NO i jz start my class last week...
damn busy n many works to do...
DAMN im sick now...
sick really make ppl make ppl bcome a child..
need some1 beside u...
need some1 talk sweetly to u...
but den i DUN HAVE...
hope my sound wont b tat sexy dis time...
but i dun think so cos it change now...
2moro got a presentation...
even a simple question but i duno it correct not...
i feel very hard to enter my mood into a new sem...
everything is new thing 4 me...
n bcame more n more challenging...
few more days ago i may go back n celebrate CNY
celebrate?? a year tat i dun hav him beside...
every year v ll go watch mv n shopping on de second day
i miss tat time its so happy n delight to hav him besides me
but i think he no need me again...
i think he have his new lifes...enjoy his life...
dis is de freedom v wish each of us get....
but den de scar nvr been delete...
i also understand not to think much of tat...
bcos it really pass long time ago...
anyway....i hope i ll 4get 1% from 100%
n it ll b reduce until 0%
tears drop ll also be stop every time...
i really hate tat i alwys cry for u...
BLEKZZZZZZZZ
go sleep dun think so much...
at last i stil 1na say
i stil misssssssssss n love u........ =/

2009的第一章

2009意味着新的一年到来，我们又会有新的规划。。。
新的理想，新的愿望，新的生活，当然还要一个全新的自我。。。
我很后悔我酱早回来这个烂地方。。。
去年2008我没有难忘的圣诞节，而且我超级火爆！！！
不要再有这一种烂派对。。。
我是永远都不会再想参加。。。如果要搞就大家一起工作。。。
不要每天丢烂摊子，小朋友。。。明白吗？？？
我真不敢相信我可以窝在房间里，心里完全没有感觉的渡过倒数。。。
也许我就不想告诉自己新的一年已来到。。。
要想的也更多，你问我今年我要做什么。。。
我会说我一定要去新加坡过圣诞！！
它不能实现，其实我每次都很失望。。。
所以不要再有什么借口说时间准备不够。。。
现在日历有厚厚的哦~
我希望今年我可以拿到FIRST CLASS！！
因为我才3.61 就是 0.09
希望我也可以找回爱的感觉。。。
我失去它不算久吧。。。
但是我知道我还是放不下！
今天看《幸福的抉择》。。。
看到我向往的教堂。。。实在太美了！！
但是内容就麻麻得。。。世界上已经不存在酱的爱情故事啦。。。
今年踏上22岁了。。。
回头一望。。。21年已经过去了。。。
最近也看到很多朋友结婚。。。
也就祝他们一切顺利。。。
还有还回我的那个他吧！！！哈哈哈！！！


新年2009快乐！！
愿大家一切平安~~
我想你们！！！~~~~~

bye 2008

ooo few hours more then v need to say goodbye to 2008
2008 an unforgetable memory...
a painful year tat nvr cure my heart...
now at labuan really boring til can stick wall lol...
so regret tat i came back so early...
hope dis coming year ll b joyful n greatful ^^
i miss u all my frenz...
more 20 days v can meet each others =)
yea yea
B O R I N G ahhhhhhhhhh

Im Really Care About

wow 5 months past...
i jz can said tat...
i haven release it...
i hope there is sum miracle..
miracle where r u....
jz bac from a party...
tired...sing a lot...
eat a lot...play a lot...
but den i jz can say i m not really happy..
i saw sumthing...but i jz can only b envy 1...
mayb de pass i nvr care...
but now i reall care about it...
i care all de things...
i really CARE T_T

14.12.2008

A special, unforgettable n de most courageousness thing i done since 21 years...
erm even though our relationship had been stopped...
but it stil really ok..
i m getting fine now...even tears drop sum second...
but it quite good 4 us n dis de way v may enjoy now...
thx 4 ur dinner...
i duno y u do tat la...
mayb u d used to it...
but i can only b silently accept n appreciate it...
anyway THX u
mmmmmmmmuakz!!=)

我就是牧羊座的女人！！

昨天看到这个MAIL，哦。。。
形容得太好了。。。
我就是酱，吃硬不吃软。。。
但是也是要看看对什么人啦。。。
“她会倾心于一个令她佩服的男人，她要嫁一个让她引以为傲的丈夫，她或许比较欣赏事业有成的男人，但这并不表示她是个拜金主义者。”
是的，的确要征服我你就必须要有十八般武艺
令我崇拜你，尊重你！
再看看他的星座，原来。。。
可是。。。
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现在超闷！！原本要去电脑展叻。。。
全部都是他们的错！！！！
又想明天跟他去，可是又怕怕。。。
不懂啦。。。
是啦，朋友嘛。。。
可是我可以酱看待吗？？？
这是我犹豫的。。。
这感觉不会很奇怪？？
其实心里万分期待。。。。
你可以不要拒绝我吗？？？

TELUK BATIK & SHIKINCHAN trip!~

Hoho another trip.. i went to shikinchan n teluk batik... de first day i go shikichan lo... den eat many fresh seafood... my favorite le... den go around there erm go “稻田” n sea-side.. ntg special laa....tat day v stay at motel... OMG superb dirty... den v all not dare sleep jz go down n hav a tea... hoho so many ppl but is old man... oh i first time drink "ah mo ga na" juice there le... so nice really nice nice nice... i noe i 38 la...but really nice le...so happy n enjoy.. de next day den v go teluk batik loo... but dis trip dun take any photo le... really sigh...bcos no camera n de place no convenience at all... v reach teluk batik at 9 sumthing i think so... den v go snokerling park... hehe i go snokerling le... so happy...but begining i feel very scare... bcos de fish go through my body there... a very big fish not scare ppl at all... keep 1na bite us...lol... after tat v go beach laa... wa shocked!! when v reach there i c alot of ppl le... i nvr think tat got so many ppl go beach... really crazy....den play araound until 12 sumthing after tat v go have our lunch oh noe a guy laa a very nice guy...HUAT erm really hav a very good impression to me.. hehe also noe his cute bro...JASON... so cute him only 9 years old but talk lik adult... den he also very miss us haha cos he keep asking us many thing.. yea after dinner v go a restaurant ar... erm sumthing lik a pub laa but is outdoor... den got KTV sing de o...haha den on de night v go back hotel n sleep lik a PIG tired really very tired.. de next day v go back loo... de go hav our breakfast...den oh go buy "KONG PIANG" i think is sarawak frenz told me this 1... but nvr test b4 le...but is so nice keke... den v go meet jason n huat's family n say bye bye to them.. after tat v went back to shikichan again lol.. eat lunch also is FISH... den v went to kuala selangor lo... but many many stuff laa... dis trip really very enjoy... yes i love dis trip n happy u go wit u guys...^^