COMPLICATED!!!

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WTH Happen nowadays?!!
Can GOD sumtimes b the fair 1
Hard thinking a way 4 helping my roommate
tats the racialism issue occur for the university
how can a student 1na prove herself n got this shit decision
u noe how important r the NAME for 1 ppl
it determine everything n everything
even though u all dislike her or watelse..
can even think bout how her future?
she going to graduate soon n ll go through the social in the corner
teach me how 2 advise her...
im shocked tat she 1na ended herself jz now
but some how is PROUD she nvr do tat
how i going to help her???
wat I can I do 4 her anymore
such a complicated things...
I jz can c her abuse herself rite now...
ROOMMATE im so sorry tat i cant giv u anything
n even a WORDS...
can u stand up 4 urself...
prove everything to them who slander u
BE STRONG PLEASE!!!!
In this world there muz b sumthing worth 4 u to live
jz bcos u haven find it...
i noe how hard to accept it...but pls try
i beg on u...........
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tot tat 2day i can share hapiness here
but it seems the hardest thing 4 me now
i really duno wats going on...
i muz 24 hours looked at her to avoid sumthing happen
so pressure ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
TEACH ME HOW!
HOW HOW HOW HOW N HOWWWWWW????