left last paper-econometric

wow finally finish all others paper...left last one now...
also a shit paper lolx...
cos need 2 read many theory n rmb many formula...
de last macro paper i think i done very badly...
really bad i aslo duno tat day im not feeling well...
n den i abit blur...dint c carefully wat the quest need...
i think i done many wrong...
aiks...jz do a very wasting money work...
i rebuy air ticket 4 new year....
aiks cos i think tat every1 back late..
y i dun do so....cos i really hate tat to stay here until 9may...
it d b fix ok...n i cannot celebrate my bday...
every year y y y...
so i need to celebrate 年初九...
n my monkey frenz...mayb yiing also ll b come back...
i 1na stay longer time wit them
really miss those time v been 2gether...
n im so lonely wahahaa...
yeslaa really lonely ok...
erm ya jz now also chatting wit a quite close frenz gua...
can count as tat...even v long time dint c each others
v stil can chit chat n talking joke there...
but de situation is he d MARRIED...
yes he d married b daddy soon...
dis coming december...
when de day i noe he married i really shocked...
but also feel happy wit him...
have his nice family soon...n thinking how future if met up...
he surely bring his baby lolx??!!
n talking wit him bout chin long...
he said tat find back him baa...
izit???i really think tat b4 n now...
but....if de answer is NO...den wat i going to do...
i think i really cant accept it...
i admit tat i dun 1na b a loser in love...
but den everytime n everytime...
i really ll think bout him...anything i got now...
is really bcos of him....wat i use....
is his gift to me...how memorable 4 everything...
even now de mouse i using also a gift from him...
he really giv me many many thing....
i going b back soon....soon really soon...
i dun how bored ll b for dis coming holiday...
i think i really need some power n energy to ask him once again...
but den i dun hav....
" ll u regret to break up wit him ? "
dis is my frenz ask me....
i thinked tat this is wat should i ask him baa...
y u ask me dis???!! de person who said break up is HIM laa..
but den in my mind stil nvr 4get dis sentence...
"but i think my heart ll surely come back to u"
izzit?!
i d been here waiting for 87 days....nearly three month...
i stil nvr get this sentence back from u....
W.A.I.T.I.N.G MIRACLE



GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!!!!