31.8.09

为八月画上休止符

31.8.2009 对我来说没什么特别
可是也证明了是我在纳闽度过最后的国庆日
也许现在我的朋友还在狂欢
也许在会周公
也许在赶功课
也许在煲粥
也许在吃夜宵
而我却什么都不想做
就打打部落格好了!
时间过得还真快啊,我就快毕业了
开始有点担心以后的路会是怎样
当然我想赚很多很多的钱
但是我要如何经营我的将来才能保证这一切呢
赚钱对我家来说
就是重点!谁赚得多就谁掌权
哈哈我才不想掌什么权啦
毕竟我是女的,就在我能力之下
可以让我家人过得更好的
我当然愿意付出
这二十二年我也是因为他们而好好的,活生生的
说真的那天晚上我还留了不少眼泪
可以这么说,我离开了家那么久
从来没有那天晚上的彷徨,无助
原来我也这么爱我的家人哦!!
我还以为我每天那么任性霸道不礼貌
OPS太坏了~~~呵呵
有时还真的感到抱歉
你又懂啦
我才不会说出那么露骨的话
我总是那么的潇洒~~~对不起嘛
有时真的一时口快 -_-
今年呢怎样度过啊。。。。
就是洗澡度过的吧!!
还有今天读的一片文章作废了
真是笨啊!!为何每次都那么冲动。。。
我那懒惰的心态哈哈还要人家帮我做功课
太懒了吧我这个黄诗薇!!!
黄诗薇黄诗薇黄诗薇
好久没听到这个名字啦
因为大学同学都不会酱叫我
酱叫我就好像很奇怪。。。。
好想念回家的日子
虽然还有很久
因为累了,想停一停,充充电
也好久没用华语了
有什么事我很久没做啦??
煲粥吧。。。谈恋爱。。。
旅行。。。狂欢。。。
喝酒。。。跳舞。。。
唱歌。。。
说真的还有点憧憬
不过还是有点害怕
可能我真的很受伤
因为我的爱换来了冷漠与无情的结束
刚才还依稀闪了他的画面
还记得五年前热恋中
他连国庆日都会跟我祝贺
结果呢到最后的情人节和我的生日
什么都没有!!!!
这叫什么?!
现实啊,男人男人我才不是想讽刺什么
这就是最真实的你们吧~~~~
不要告诉一个人你有多爱而是以行动
难道你不知道听久了
就只有麻木与讽刺吗
说太多了。。。。
我只可以说你是我生命里最重要最闪烁的过客
从你说出分手的那刻起,我已经知道你永远不会回来了
只是我有够笨,自欺欺人,对吧??
这几天还真闷~~~
我觉得我真的不可以接受一个那样的男人
虽然我还蛮喜欢酱的他
就是不可以咯也没什么理由
也许猴子说得对吧
我心里的那个障碍还未被解开
爱一个人你不会要求什么
爱一人你就不会嫌三嫌四
爱一人你会包容他
爱一人你就会无条件付出
而这些我一项都没有
也许我也闷得太久
只是需要一个人陪我疼我
还是随缘吧~~~~勉强没幸福啊!!!
好咯。。。。应该画上休止符
继续我的功课~~~~~GO!!!
九月我来啦~~~~~~~~~~~~

28.8.09

Assignment Month~~ tangiable, horrible n vegetable XD

OH NO!!! last two month stil passing my life great
enjoy wit FB~~ DRAMA~~ MOVIE~~ MSN
but start from dis week
the NIGHTMARE begin~~~
actually im very sleepy now >.<
suppose 2day i got no class den i can hide in hostel the whole day
but bcos of some meeting
haiz i got to go sch...
weeeiiii really hate meeting wasting time loooo
aiks i got no comment
i got to do so~~bcos they r not my fren
i cannot jz refuse n do so -_-
here is my list of assignment
LIST: IM group, IFRM group, AFE group, IT group, IFRM individual, IT individual stil got 3 subject haven given @@ OMG izzit terrible.......................
hope i can settle all ASAP den i might enjoy my OCT...
stil got 13 week to back to my lovely land again
ouchh stil so long time 1??

ohh sumthing 1na share here...
those who r free...
u might go n watch this drama
BLACK&WHITE by taiwan actors...
at first i tot it jz a love story but
its a story regarding the bribery of a country by those top representative
quite nice!!! is dis movie drive me crazy
n i alwys sleep at the 5am morning -.-
i jz can giv 2 THUMB UP for this drama
its successful really!!! not bcos of the actor handsome enough
but its really saw tat every1 pay the most affect in their role

last few day jz playing webcam with him~~
so happy n so funny....
i really love the way v talk...
without any pressure...
hehe hope ur post ll b arrive very soon =)
its so warm to have you right in this moment....
missx u

okie~its time to cook!!!
hohohoho
GO!!! after done all the assignment
its time to hav a great MIRI TRIP~~~~
yea excited ^-^

24.8.09

莫名的忧虑

晴天霹雳,谁说我家藏毒!!
他妈的,真是的不是要我酱骂人
这什么烂理由啊。。。
神啊,保佑我的家人平平安安啊
突然好想家哦~~
莫名的无助。。。。T—T

18.8.09

damnit, y i miss you

its a moody day again~~
bad luck~~ when a person in a bad luck
nvr got something good happen
dis is true!!!
hope 2moro ll b settle all the thing
i can start do my revision
i dun1 regret at last.....
many thing happen
i cant get print service with climb upstairs 3 time
tmnet n maybank haven solve my problem
while bathing i got scalded
i duno wat happen wit me~~~
God bless me plz
i miss him now laa how...
the first day he sleep so early dint acc me=.=
somehow i noe there ll b ntg happen
no miracle no hope
quite hurt to heard tat word
mayb the way i answering is too lousy
quite miss his voice after hang up the phone tat nitez
i lik the way v talk...u really make me feel hot keke
anyway good9 babe sweet dream muakz
i MISS you~~~

jz now hav a little cry...
i angry wit myself...
i envy to others...
i hope there is he besides me
i need a HUG, some CAREZ, n a little bit of LOVE




yes had create another new playlist hope u lik it

13.8.09

sem break

waa time really pass fast dis sem...
start from 2moro ll is my mid sem holiday looo
got many assignment to rush again
hope to done it fast dis sem ASAP
den got to start study hard
i cant get my first class anymore
but i muz get my dean list
test test test...
arghhh muz score it~~~~

2day is a his bday, i greet him
n i realize tat im not tat stubborn to it
i think time really prove everything
wish u hav a happy bday n great celebration~
all the best to you =)

last few day i really moody...damn it
i duno y she alwys do so...
jz now im taking nap after my dinner
LOL i noe ll b fat but im too tired man
but i got awake by her
aiks i got wordless
y u cannot close up the door
brushing sound is very very very very irritate
i really dun understand lo
dis few day i very early bath...
so she ll faster go bath also
WTF laaa
dis week holiday dun force me
if not u ll kena !@#$%^&*()
aiks really make my EQ turn down
plz think ppl's feeling le....


H A P P Y . H O L I D A Y ! ! !

6.8.09

7 august 2009 only once in your life

On August 7, 2009 at 12hr 34min 56sec,

the time and date will be 12:34:56 07/08/09 -

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This will never happen in your life again!!!!



This is quite hot topic for this few days...
thinking wat to do wit this so special numbered second...
however
me- NG SHY WEI ll only pass this second wit my BULLSHIT assignment
i need a breath...i cant breath!!!!!!
where is my angel baby~~~~
i NEED you!!!

2.8.09

AUGUST i got to hate u or appreciate u?!

y i say so...
one year b4 mayb i ll wishing sumthing special happen
but now i hope everything gonna stop
i start my love at this month somehow
i end it on this month too
not really tat i haven 4get bout it
but it ll bcome my memory 4ver
dun blame on me tat im really missing him
actually i really think b4
izzit i really so in love with him
mayb?!
but i jz can say im d used to b with him for the last 4 year
even how i d used wit single life for this 1 year
single not really bad actually
the most bad thing nobody sharing at the every moment
mayb i jz can express myself here
but i not really enjoy for this 1 year
i hope the next year i ll bcome a happy 1
mayb very soon ll get another him
haha not really
mayb im stil turning around n seeking the best 1
try to asking myself long lasting relationship izzit my target
not really...bcos i ever involve but i get hurt badly
BUT
i not really needed you anymore
u r jz my friend the person who noe me the most
its seems lik u wont going to share anything wit me anymore
jz stop our connection
i not really lik the relationship btw us for this year
u think tat u owing me?!
not really im tired to talk about tat
n plz next time when u found ur HER
plz make sure tat every promise u make is achievable
u make me damn disappointed actually
anyway u r the best passenger in my life
n i gain a lot of experience from u
n i learn a lot from u
thx 4 ur helping all the time when im confused or anything else
mayb u saw this or not
i jz to say ALL THE BEST for you for ur future
u can jz ignore me
im understanding bout u too much
lastly earlier wish u hav a happy birthday
say BYE to everything
this is the time i wait for you 1 year
not im stupid ok
muahahaa no need explain too much its jz over
GAME OVER for me and you (CL)

~THE END~
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