30.9.09

我从来没有那么不开心过

天气闷热
所以我的心情一样的闷
一早还不错的
但是被室友的闹钟吵醒
但是她竟然一点反应都没有
真是无言。。。
我承认我很容易被吵醒
这几个月里
我可以说差不多天天被吵醒
讨厌!!!!!
下午上了课
遭殃我的组的猪非常聪明
抄功课一流!!
老师要我们给她合理的解释
不然这科就会被挡掉
OMG 什么X啦
好这是一件事
上完课就回宿舍
因为晚上有补课
就睡个午觉咯
怎知一直被吵醒
结果CLASS CANCEL
好就起身因为已经很气了
怎么睡得着呢
过了几分钟
A小姐敲门告诉我CLASS CANCEL
我就说:‘我懂啊!’
A小姐突然说了一句我听了超级不爽的话
‘噢,你懂啦,不用跟A小姐讲啦,B小姐打包了,你吃自己拉!!’
我当时简直火滚
她一关门我就很大声地说“妈的!我又没有欠你啦!什么态度!!!!
我到现在都很不爽咯!!!!
你要LAN C 去旁边一点
而不是在我前面!!不知情者不要随便讲!!
那又不看B小姐SMS我叻?
我一知道了就第一时间SMS她了咯
B小姐还敢喜欢我的STATUS
无言!!!!!!
今晚我终于拿到那个笨组的联络电话
而且他们还约好开会
没有通知我!!气死我了
这个学期快结束吧!!!!
我想念家了!!!
快点快点我要回家!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
HATEEEEEE EVERYTHINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FED UP WIT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OCTOBER BEGIN!!!!
bring me luck n fun!!!
n JOY too!!!!!!!!!!!

23.9.09

BROKE DOWN INTO THE HELL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i not wish to recall back anything
but then after the one year
i crying lik hell 2niteeee
there is no reason whyyyy
my tears drop again n again
mayb im strong in front of others
they ll nvr noe how hurt when u leave me
n abandon me just lik tat
n giv me the bull shit excuse
who r u?!!
i feel i really hate u
bcos of u break all the promise?!
bcos u dun face the truth?!
bcos of what can u tell me?!
can u tell me again wit a clearly stated situation
can u jz disappear fr my memories
2nite i being refuse him
bcos of you?
bcos of disappointed wit the words?
bcos of the passt??
I DUNNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
struggling n frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!
u drive me crazy again
please stop ! dont appearin my life again
is lik wat i say
im the planner for the game
at the last i ll be the winner without YOU!!~~~
do u all understand
he is jz the EX-
plz nvr mentioned him in front of me again
i HATE you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i HATE youuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry ( ***** )
i know u care wit me now~~~
i know i needs ur care too
n i agree wit ur words jz now too!!
this is not the right time n right place
jz maintain what r v now
yet i ll step into the game after it totally clear
bcos i 1na b fair to u
dun 1na hurt anyone
as lik wat u giv me too
my heart stil in recovering
bcos its really break into the small pieces
where i got to stick it up slowly
i also wish tat i can celebrate birthday wit u
its a special day too
but i cannot make it
wait for me!!!
pull me up from the HELLLL

21.9.09

我心深处的“爽”与“悲”

刚开完网上会议
这一组还真令人头发扒痒

会议一开始我始终没有出声
因为我是其中的成员就让我们的组长委任我们
其中因为某些原因我们得解释为什么的
有两个人就七嘴八舌讲个不停

我当时只是觉得WAKAO你们还这么幼稚哦

我终于忍不住给了他们个下马威

哈哈哈当时的被认同还真好
喂,都什么时候了还在乱
好得也想个齐全的方法解决吧

终于我的理智还是胜过了你们的幼稚

我不是要挖苦你们啦
请用脑袋一点好不好
好啦全部解决了
合作愉快咯~~~=)
待会儿就搞定它!!呵呵

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今天还蛮开心的
一早就下城市
然后买了红酒
然后去拿家人寄给我的食物
超开心的~~~

好久好久没收到包裹咯^^

有中秋月饼
好怀念中秋夜的聚会
没关系明年我就可以参与咯
待会就有炫耀的照片啦!! 哈哈哈=P

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悲吗?我是不知道为何总是答不出这个问题
我还想念你吗?
还好吧
不会故意的想起你
忘了你吗?
也还好
不是故意忘了你
就是还会一点点的想念
但是我也很清楚知道自己应该用什么身份来面对你
悲哀哦~~~
我可以很确定的知道为什么吗
距离与信任有什么关联呢?
也没什么啦
对我来说
一切已经不重要了
因为我觉得已经可以容纳另一个人
跟我分担与讨论
可是呢我还是需要一些时间
去探讨与摸索这个人
因为你已经走入我的心
我怕你吗

还真有点怕……
只是我都不承认
嘻嘻
Love Game begin~~

this is talap....a type of fruit in Sabah~~~ nice o hehehehe

14.9.09

everyone is back but me......

arghhh looking on everyone back home
but me...got to stay at labuan
hiding inside the room
looking at stupid assignment
hate it!!!!!
i hate my minor course assignment
y should follow the name list
y should the lecturer help their race
y should v accept of this such unfair treat
haizzz....i jz can b patient
jz 1 more sem tehn everything ll b end!!!
i wish i can bac home =/
even not really very miss home....
but the life here really suck
got to pretend as another person
got to b hardworking
got to b facing the walls when in boring
no shopping no movie
even window shopping i really enjoy too hehe
hope there is sumthing special n unpredictable
as lik wat jim told me yesterday....
sumone gonna giv me surprise n unpredictable?
but the location i dun wish to go....
goat ll nvr fall into the tiger mouth easily hahaha
n isnt that got ppl waiting u is a good chance
y should wait but not jz go ahead
i prefer go ahead.....jz do followed by heart....
lol 2day i not really got mood to chat wit him
mayb im tired...im stress about on the ERD quite complicated man!!
looking on " secret diary of a call girl"
prostitute also hav their own life the isnt wanna do so sumtimes
its interesting to look on those customer y they need sex
ahaaa but if u r not really 18 dun watch it
i got no idea on those guy who interest on girl is jz bcos of sex
jz f*ck off from my life if u are!!!
its time to hit to bed
2moro got to go town....wish not to spend much hehe
GOD BLESS ME!! if not i ll broke muahaha

10.9.09

本小姐现在一肚子气!!!!!

aafhsadhfihsdalifhldsa fhdsahfhdsa;ifasd
fdsakjfhvdjksahglkjdshlkjghldshgvas
!@#$%^&*()_
IM NOT LOOK DOWN ON YOU ALL
IS THE REALITY SHOW TAT U ALL R JUZ STUPID ENOUGH
STUDY FOR THE WHOLE 10 YEARS
EVEN A SINGLE PIECE OF WORD U ALL ALSO CANNOT DO
I REALLY DUNO 1NA GIV U ALL WAT RESPOND
DUN THINK THE GOVERNMENT LL JZ FEED U
I HATE YOU ALL
TOTALLY F*CK HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY DREAMS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE RESPECT TO OTHERS ALL THE TIME
U PUASA IS UR OWN BUSINESS LAA
WAT TO DO WIT US
V STIL NEED TO SLEEP NOT JUZ GOT U DIS 1 ASSIGNMENT
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6.9.09

DUMP BOY??!!

I not really 1na say about him laa
jz i duno y everyone lik to talk him to me
i got no idea~~~
hey v d break up so long time
its jz a past n the history laaa
i rmb there r quite many ppl ask me about
" Why you would choose this type of guy as ur bf?"
HUH!!!!! izzit that u r too bad or??!
yesterday rich tauke say again
" pretty girl like u y like to dump boy ....."
ps:i dint admit im pretty girl laa hahaha is they say so....(muahahha)
at that time i really got wordless
WHAT!!!! everyone is disagree that im wit u for the last few years
jz saw a MV sing by 张敬轩 HURT SO BAD
the girl talk one phrase....
i think tats correct....
难道你以为只看外表而没看内心的吗?
mayb everyone is jz the outsider
no one ll really understand about you
i jz can say so~~
however.....its jz past tense
hehe i ll b here bless for u
u arent dump boy for me~~~
*有时想想这个问题还真的有点暗爽,因为大家都说你不配LOL*(devil face)


yesterday got quiz~~~hehe do until quite happy
bcos quite easy hope i can score 30/30 n get full mark 20%
den i got an A hope for dis sem....
okie its time to do my assignment again after rest for sum day
GAMBATE!!! holiday coming soon.....
wahahaa got so many holiday lee.... XD

OH yaa yesterday called back home~~~
its so sweet~~~ the home is the safety n warm place 4 me 4eve!!!
i love everyone!!!!!!!!!! muacks