moody late night

argghhh....
i hate this feeling
freaking hate!!
dis few day less chatting
but den i felt v totally from a diff world
i really noe wat i want rite now
you totally cant giv me anything wat i wan
but somehow i noe there is sumthing to u
i gonna stop it up
psshh off ~~
run away from you
b myself back
i hate you evaluate me
dun simply evaluate me!!!
im who im
nobody would changed me up....

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第一百篇了，当中的欢乐悲伤都必须抹去
又是新的开始
这几天就是很累啊，可是每当我闭上眼睛想睡觉的时候
就睡不着。。。可能我真的太习惯了有他的短讯
我也知道我在等，我就是自私！
就算我知道我不会选择他，还是想暂时占有
酱又让我想了一个很真实的问题
人们啊，你问过自己奢求什么样的爱
以前最纯朴的爱，淡淡的爱就是那回忆的初恋
接着随着年龄的增长，也许你就想换个更重口味的
让你对未来的憧憬，怎样创造呢？
我也自问过自己我奢求什么样的恋爱
说真的有点想不通
你问我忘了吗？可以这样说啦
再问我想念吗？还是有点想念
因为发生过的事就像把铁钉钉上木柴，会不留痕迹吗
就好比戏院里的他和他就完全不一样啦
我真的很背，每次看戏一定会遇上一些爱踢椅子
或是跑来跑去的小孩，很烦咯
结果呢我还是觉得他少了一点东西
不是我希望的样子
而且他的目标是有点短浅拉
不是我要求什么，是因为我要的都不是那些。。。
还是随缘吧~~~

超级讨厌现在的学校
什么都没有
水又没有，巴士票又删减
上课每天就快窒息了
什么烂学校啊，大学政府大学
像粪啦表面风光
实地里空窍一个
大家就想难民，我们就住在
“难民岛”
快点过去！！！！！

miss you =)

3rd year begin~!

back so early for what?!
hate it...i suppose not to change my flight ticket
wth...back here got no water supply all the day
only at night
luckily i can hav a nice bath b4 i sleep
if not i gonna b crazy yaa
new life...new housemate n new roommate
bored man!!! wordless
i dun lik the life now
eventhough i got roommate but she alwys not in room
if catherine beside me how good is tat
v share many thing
eventhough tat time im single as now also
but i wont feel boring at all
now i gonna find a ppl talk to me also very hard
wth life rite now
hope next week start class im busy enough
n tired enough
n i sleep the whole day n night wont feel bored
n i 1na get back my streamyx ASAP
bcos i d pay tat for 2month without using wehhh
i hate my junior housemate
not bcos im selfish or wat
hey think of others laaa
early in the morning wash the clothes
make ppl 9am dun hav water use d
u got bring brain come or not
plz think of others
they also the same
swimming around in a same sea k
aiks
hope everything gone soon
i missss my holiday
even also boring but at least there stil sum1 can acc me
jz ring a call den yam cha
but here
suck laaaaa
faster past 3rd year den im graduate back to my lovely land again
okie can bath now the stupid fellow finish wash their stupid clothes
grhhh angry =/ =/ =/

bye everyone

later 5.30am got to leave my lovely land again
hmm i think i d used tat
mayb dun hav special one i cant bear
i stil rmb every single moment wit him at the airport
i miss tat kiss XD
a second kiss but including everything
aiks ok preparing mood to study after 2 month holiday
accept new roommate...i think ll b ok
bcos she is so special for me...
took a nice pic wit cousin
so warm n happy bcos he smile =)
i everyday hug him but i got to leave here
mayb next sem i back home he noe walk d
later mayb Mc-d wit Jim...
hope so laa but i start to feel sleepy lol
back there i got no water supply
arghhh 3 month
how can survive
i gonna crazy to plan wat to wear,eat n wash
underwear my frenz said plz buy paper 1
walao OMG crazy man!!!!
jz took a quiz at facebook
showed tat im 100% good wife laa
unbelievable if im so good y got ppl cannot trust on me
oklar show u the pic...
so nice yaaa ^^

oh no last week holiday in KLANG

JULY begin...
means i got to back to labuan again
sob sob
wat ll it b for dis new sem n new year
izzit everything ll change? or remain?
shy wei as wat in everyone in ur heart
mostly is an arrogant girl
i really try my best
im wordless to hear tat describe me
hey frenz who noe me
m i arrogant at all?!
i think im crazy enough weh...
who else would understand me how sad m I to heard tat
anyway i got ntg to show off to u all
im jz simple n normal as u all
desire wat u all wish to get
yes!! last year to stay at labuan
n last year to touch on study
dun said i ll regret after study
i noe tat but i really need a rest
im TIRED u noe...
read...study....jz to get a piece of degree paper
wat it would be after this year
don't i got to start planning?!
how could i get a car...camera...cash...no condo laa
haha XD

aiks actually im not in a good mood now weh
bcos of his words...
i feels hurt but i got no idea y im so hurt
mayb i wish he wont say this such word to me
or i start to care bout tat
arghh should be ntg
calm down n locked up myself
everything gonna passss n peace when im back to labuan
n i ll b continue wit my single life again
single single n single lady =p

哭

当女人哭的时候

男人应该做些什么呢？

安慰？递纸巾？

还是转头不理？

女人最脆弱的时候莫过于哭的时候

不难过不伤心难道就会无缘无故哭出来？

每当不开心时

最需要身边的人安慰

嘴巴说要一个人静一静

其实是在给自己找个借口离开是非地

当真正一个人的时候

才是最难过最无助的时候

如果男人理解女人的心态

就不会让女人哭

也不会让她一个人离去

女人第一次为男人哭也许是太爱对方

第2次也许是太伤心

第3次也许是太难过

第4次也许是太失望

第5次。。。第6次。。。

也许已经心碎了

男人何必让女人不停的痛哭？

难道女人的眼泪就一文不值？

我想女人最难过的不是哭的时候

而是在哭的当时还被自己深爱的男人冷落

不安慰！不递纸巾！发脾气！

甚至转头马上离开！

这种感觉

我想应该是活生生的把心脏挖出来还插了一刀