夜深了。。。

夜深了。。。我还没洗澡。。。
刚打完机傻！！每天都上瘾~~
今天又多了个guo jing...
很搞笑一下啦。。。不过有点不要脸！！哈哈！！
没有啦大家也只是玩玩而已何必认真。。。
是他说的不需要这么认真，好咯就不认真~
看到他上网，其实有很多问题要问。。。
不过就是酱默默对看着荧幕。。。
近来的晚上都很落寞。。。
会很想找人聊天。。。
按按手机。。。我到底有多少个谈心的朋友。。。
原来很少。。。
原来这几年来每天都对着同样的人。。。
原来寂寞的人一直是我。。。
还记得以前他说恋爱让他失去朋友。。
我所见的应该都是我的身上吧。。。
因为他的自私我朋友渐渐少了。。。
但我曾经阻止过你吗？？
SHE里的一首歌"安静了"就是我们的状况。。。
心已经静止了。。。
原来我就是从来没想过放手。。。
你又会给我满意的答案吗？？

weee h O l i D a Y ^^

hoho 2day is de last day den holiday again...
dis sem got 3 holiday now is de 2nd 1...
but this shown tat final jz around de corner...
but me stil playing around....
ishh S.T.O.P!!!!
dis holiday muz b done all de job i should take part in assignment!
say only laa...i noe i cant but i ll try my best
REALLY....
yea now im open my song loudly!
so good.....bcos my housemate all BALIK KAMPUNG~~~
if not they alwys complaint haiz...
nvr think others....when they paying around...
y they nvr think they r so noisy le?
yea also jz finish tidy up my room...
hohoho 2day change feng shui...
2day eat KFC oh no really poor...
hope tat dis following week i ll save up money...
maximum 1 week rm30 @@
but den now de maggie mee also bcome expensive...
student also suffer....
now maggie wasnt INFERIOR goods anymore...
even jz eating maggie also ll bcome poor...
POOR POOR POOR....

COOL n COLD answer

i admit that im very cool sumtimes...
i duno how to hide myself sumtimes...
if i feel that den i ll straight forward do tat...
so at last i ll feel regret...
duno...
i reply his msg really short...
mayb i properly to make it...
anything laa u pull me down...
dis is wat i giv back to u...(revenge haha)
but izzit there hav anything i can say to u...
i think NO...
so i ll only giv u COOL n COLD answer..tats all!!

i bet tat our relationship stop here...
no more sms n phone call...
its end...
everything ends 2day......
ENDS................................

BLUE n GREY

人生总有不如意的时候。。。

有时真的令人晴天霹雳，难以接受。。。

最近身边的朋友都好像很黑暗。。。

我应该庆幸于现在的我！！

看开了，属于自己的终究都会是你的！

不用期待也不用等待。。。

时不时制造一点刺激感，好让生活充实。。。

也许我们不能帮上什么忙，只需要给个温暖的安慰与好好聆听！

妳要加油哦~要勇敢！坚强！

我们都会默默为伯父祈祷~~~=）

最近真的好烦哦！！

超不爽的，最讨厌一些自以为是的家伙。。。

有什么大不了的！！

再一个星期过后可是说这学期快要结束了。。。

时间过得超快的！！！

以前每天都会在倒数回家。。。

这就是新生与学姐的分别吧~~

好，我又要赶报告了！！

超烦的！！！

我要假期，不过这个马来新年假期也是报告期！！

所以没差只是我不用去上学~~

哈哈好了~~

我要用功了~~掰 ^-^

meetoto day

ahaa 2day go play meetoto...
oh no...tat 0194 laa LCL lol...
keep talkin many thing...
haha anyway its fun!!=)

hmm more 1 week class den ll b holiday again...
wuut dis sem really pass so fast...
wat also haven be ready...
but 2day i start to thinking...
bout econometric n business law connected to our real life's...
yea actually its easy jz how u look at it...

haha im not tat clever SC..
jz its too easy laa...
im not sad.....
jz im stil not used ba...

start thinking my future...
ahaaa...
how he muz b....
of course....
its my secret!!!
hehe i noe enough laa...
yea yea sleep baa...
g9 everyone~~
if u r jz pass by u may leave ur comment=)

one month....

Suddenly recall that im jz single for one month...

one month period....

wat v do...

wat v think...

duno...

totally duno...

2day mayb he finish exam...i think so laa...

so i think i ll nvr c him on9 or watever...

its jz ntg...so.........

jz finish take bath...

2day damn cold...

n duno how im feeling very BLUE...

mayb rain for whole day...

make de enviroment bored...

im really f*king boring wit my lifes here...

i really feel im lonely n lonely...

at least i stil can release wit i drive...i walk alone...

go de place i lik very much...

i hope tat final come as fast as possible...

i DUN 1na b alone anymore...

if u got de answer...

please let me noe....

happy mid autumn festival?!

is the second year i dint celebrate for this festival...
suddenly rmb tat f5 v having de party its a great nightz =)
i ll nvr 4get it....
oh no im so busy....busy wit assignment...
2day i really put my effort to do assignment...
but den i haven complete one of them...
y de assignment given by lecturer so hard dis sem...
is so suffocate...
everyday in mind jz assignment assignment n assignment!
ZZZZZ.....
faster end dis sem!!!!!!
bcos i duno wat I study at all...
oh no really....i duno how to answer question in final later...
yakkk.....

2day i escape class...hohoho....
first time! really first time....
haha now im teaching my roommate economy...
lol so funny....need to giv her day lifes example let her rmb...

hmm 2moro no class...but also 1na rush for assignment...
ahaa soon ll go holiday!!
i love holiday=)
i miss de time when i go holiday wit my sisters (CHOIR)....
feel so good..........REALLY!!!
misssss u....

13.9.08

hmm now watching yi nan wang haha...
use a very funny method...
using webcam watch...
verone lol of course i love myself laa...
cos nobody love me maa =p
haha nolar...
2day night got exam o...
so now studying luckily left last chapter...
yesterday jz get midterm results...(business statistic)
hmm not tat happy laa...not good..
dis few days duno y cant get sleep well...
mayb got some noise when im sleeping...
aiks...hope tat every1 sleep earlier...
dun talk so much phone lol...
actually not 1na complaint anything laa...
jz i cant get used tat when sleeping got noise...
tats my problem i need 2 solve it myself...

yaa angry-ING i got 1 week cant get boil water as i like...
my stupid housemate dun buy 三角插头...
y very expensive meh...
nvr think ppl using tat plug le...
how can so selfish....

after dis midterm...
pushing up myself to ASSIGNMENT....
walao...so stupid so lazy dis sem...
wat also haven touch...
i really hate group assignment...
cos need 2 meeting n seperate work smore...
smore need 2 do many research paper...
y can b so hard....haiz....

hope dis sem ll faster finish n i faster done all my work
everyday c me so relax but i pressure til duno wat to do...
so haiz....got ntg to say....

2molo is mid autumn festival shit got replacement class...
but i ll escape it...so sorry v hav no time to attend ur bored class...
yalor 2day go business statistic class...
so bad me...first time dint hear wat lecturer say...
lol i put on my mp3 den play sudoku...
duno y laa i cant hear his word...
u know he using 45 minute talking n not much than 10 slide...
wasting my time...
even our DR.L i also ll try my best to hear...
but sorry MR.M i really hate u so much!!
dun alwys act u being very understand us...
those malay jz SS there....not bcos ur talks r funny...
blekz >_<

s.i.c.k

oh no feeling sick...
keep hungry but ady eat many thing...
dizzy @@
hmm long time dint falling sick here...
i stil rmb tat i sick d stil go class...
den i cant control stil vomit lolx
tat night feel very hard...
but now more hard laa....
yesterday hav a good talk wit a frenz...
same case....same situation...
eventhough v jz chit chat 4 for a short time...
but i can trust him well...
n at the end he send me a song...
yes alright...even de song lol i feel i dun lik...
anyway thx u very much...
muz appreciate wat u hav now....
要幸福哦！！=)

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oh actually i got new photo le...
i had cut my hair....
abut ugly le...lolx
but dis photo make me feel...
im stil young n im so cute
haha....joke only laa....

爱一个人

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求， 而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

bored

very boring ar....no mood....
ntg do...
haiz after tat case happen in my hostel...
i really feel pressure n affraid go out from my room...
shit y y y.....
i 1na faster back.....let sumtimes cure it...
2 months to go o haiz....
dis sem how ar many thing happen on me...
den nobody can lend me a hand...

++++++++++++++++++++++

2day watching 银楼金粉...
very first i tot is a quite boring movie but then...
not wor really quite interesting....
yer i need 2 save money dis month i buy many thing...
on9 shopping...oh no...
next month go brunei even 2 day...
but i think not tat cheap...bcos x2.4 le...
so easy meh...
i wish i can go celebrate xmas at sg...
but go alone meh...
faster appear urself my faith....
i need u..........i feel so lonely........
isshhhh......................-_-

++++++++++++++++++++++++

2molo hav presentation...
hope my group oklar...
haiz i dun lik it....
bcos their work suck....
haiz can i get 3 dis sem??
not 3.5 laa only 3....
i got no mood no mood no mood.....
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

back to nromal lifes...

hmm 2day jz cut my hair...
duno wat to say...my front hair cut til very ugly...
y can so noob haiz...
recently many things happen o...
im so lonely really lonely....
nobody help me to solve problem...
n im stil afraid...
tat day i whole night no sleep...
30+ hours....i also cant imagine how can i nvr sleep...
please...
y u r not there when I need u...
u nvr think bout how my lifes??
or u think tat its doesnt matter how I am...
or u starting ur happy lifes....

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lara song is my feeling now...."下雨天"
is a nice song...really nice n warm my heart...
de lyrics...well i think is true...
when u trying to love sum1 so u need 2 learn wat is lonely...
heal me~
save me~
T_T