31.12.09

31st December 2009

2009 你开心过吗,遗憾过吗,哭过吗,疯癫过吗
一切的一切将成为你的历史
回想起这一年里你经历过什么吗
也让我来“史记”

JANUARY
太快回纳闽岛,没得庆祝什么倒数
那天就和室友窝在宿舍
听着外面的喧嚷,平静度过

也很快的农历新年回家度过
与我的“象猴猪”朋友
虽然大家很久没见面了
但是一样的温馨与舒服

FEBRUARY
孤独的情人节
也没什么啦,因为在读书的时候应经没有属于我的情人节
还有什么事吗
应该没有吧~~

MARCH
两年没庆祝生日了
又怎样,因为我的生日就是交功课的日子
大家忙呀忙
还好也有我的室友给了我惊喜
也许我们很投缘
就酱我们无所不谈
还真想念大家在一起白痴的生活

APRIL
打战期间。。。大考
还是不怕死,一样打机过活
希望考试成绩不会烂到太离谱
哈哈哈

MAY
最后的几天与她同住
也许因为快要分离
大家拼命讲话
半夜就躺在床上
讲到睡着。。。。。
放假了!!又回到我可爱的家园
做了什么
不知道
就拼命出去,因为闷太久了吧!!

JUNE
依然放假中。。。。
认识了一些新朋友
开始放开了
也提醒自己
“他”不再回来了
还记得翻开了一个神秘箱
里面有无数的信件
有情书哦,当然有友谊的信件啦
也记得我还是sms了。。。
但是我得不到任何回应
我心死了~~~~

JULY
开学了
进入第三年
最后一年的读书生涯
够了很怕
有了新室友
也许我不认同她的生活观念
慢慢适应中

AUGUST,SEPTEMBER,OCTOBER,NOVEMBER
读书生涯中
超级无聊
超级孤独
超级不爽
超级生气
因为没有
阿阿阿讨厌
我不喜欢纳闽
却偏偏要让我更讨厌它
我无言

DECEMBER
我坐在这里
依然单身,依然肥胖
依然想跟你们分享
不过太多节目了
我都来不及PO上一切的一切
无论如何再过十个小时
2009一切就圆满画上句号
不管你喜欢,讨厌,在意,不满意都好
一切已经是事实
人非圣贤,谁能无过
我亲爱的朋友
一切的一切,谢谢你们陪我度过
祝大家2010年会更好
新年快乐!!!

Dear all my deariest friends......
i would lik to wish you hav a Happy New Year 2010
Have a Blast!!!!! muacks i love you all!!!

3.12.09

♥ sweet home ♥

yea finally 26th november reach
n i went back to KLANG again....
at first really 1na say million thanks to fanny n her sister
hehe thank you for fetch me go airport!!
muacks love u so much XD

10.30pm, reached KLIA
but den wait luggage for too long time >.<
12am i finally reach my home
after bath LOL
straight go to mamak stall yam cha
miss it a lot!!!

27th November, straight attend to
Tarrega Guitar House Annual Concert 2009 Rehearse
Even 2day is public holiday....
but i saw those parents bringing their child
sigh....im old enough hahaha
look at those child so cute hehe
the sleeping face...the naive questioning...
anyhow good job little child
*clap clap*

28th November, another rehearse again
going smooth 2day~~`
OMG i got to act sumthing stupiak
PINK LADY with the bomb bomb hair
yea its jz fun anyway....

29th November, is the concert looo
long time dint join performance
i feel very tired to stay there whole day
arghh panic abit in the performance......
-____-
finally finish...wuhuuuuu
the next is preparation for caroling....
xmas coming....dis year ll hav a surprise one??
i wish to.......

30th November, go practice caroling
afternoon back to home....
teacher's kids come to my house
crazy playing computer ahahaa
i think my grandma love children sound
so she keep smiling.....not mumbling LOL
of course i think she also miss her grandchild
sigh who noes how hard of her.....

1st December.....
so fast is the last month for year 2009
short period of holiday
hope can done many thing....
final year project report
presentation slide
industry training.....
arghhh crazy man...
which company which company
afraid n no idea!!!
just let it.........

2nd December, meet my mouse XD
n watch 2012
the whole day b wit him also n his fren
2012 its too long le...
but the story line is so gan jiong...
all cannot go toilet ahahahaa
n cold lik hell LOL
after tat v having our dinner
at mc Donald....
lol a funny girl asking me
"can i ask u a very serious problem?!"
" Y u r so quiet?"
i straight forward wordless....
OMG y got such person.....
make all ppl laughing when having dinner
after tat walk around JJ den heading to "In n Out Cafe"
then our journey ends 2day....

23.11.09

HOLIDAY!! SEM 1 2009/2010 ---KUNDASANG,SABAH




After struggle to the exam....its time to leave labuan
went to a better place
At the morning on 19 november....
i heading to KK with express boat
After tat v straight heading to Kundasang
wat i can say....
Sabah is very nice n peaceful place
i ❤ natural!!!!!!!
i wish to hav so nice view everyday
with a cold weather...
n with my him too~~~
this trip organize by my bro housemate...
9 ppl trip driving ourselves to the Kundasang
theres a lot of picture had been snapped
n have many funny thing happen....
the most funny one is the car suddenly break down
with the reason of
out of car fuel @_@
first time met dis such problem....
howeve stopping at the road side...
looking at KK mount...
the heart is stil relax
eating the snack food inside the car
yes is a great trip~~
im loving it.....

16.11.09

for VERONE~~

Finally i can read on ur blog...
seems so long time ur blog is closed...
sincerely...i read every single blog fr u
i feel to hug u tight
i noe i really understand wat u means all of tat
i ever been tat b4 lik tat....
i noe its suffer to forgive or forget sumone tat u love
in the reality....
a man who ever mention "break up"
they ll nvr come bac to u!!! is never!!!
wat for u going to get hurt by the same guy repeated
is hard to let go for this few month or years...
but time really ll prove everything
at last u ll thank him tat let u go
bcos he cannot giv u anything tat u wish to
n at last u ll found somebody who really care 4 u
n not alwys tat u follow him or order by him
everything is shared by both of u
thus dis is wat v call LOVE
love sumbody u wish to giv him everything
love sumbody u wish to share everything wit him
love sumbody there wont hav tears n jz hav smile
love sumbody he ll nvr try to hurt u
giving promise for sum1 is jz a bullshit
nvr ever to promise if u guy nvr do so...
i hop u can c dis blog....
n 2day is my heart really heavy to heard all of tat
nvr ever to let him hurt u again plz my dear
u r stil young...
there stil a lot of joy n fun outside there
he jz only a part of ur life
a passenger tat u noe him well but he nvr appreciate u
bless u~~~
take carezzz n b strong!!!
v ll alwys beside u
holding u....
supporting u....
n love u too!!!
cheer up~~~ muacksss =)

13.11.09

yahoo...near holiday

*ouch*
finally past 6 subject of final paper

first paper : IT (4/11)
consider the second best minor...
stil noe how to answer n done it...
wish the results not too bad =)

second paper: AFE & IM (5/11)
two heavy major....
die in AFE and half die in IM
arghh duno duno....
i hate CMJ u alwys lie to us...
dear dr.sulong...even ur tips is accurate
but the question is quite complicated
quite confuse....
bless me =/

third paper: E-commerce n SAAD (10/11)
two minor again....
e-commerce quite ok...the best minor paper i can answer...
SAAD die peacefully.....
sofri although u look so smart so nice
but sorry to say so...
v duno wat u want us to answer~~~~

fourth paper: ICF (12/11)
the only one calculation paper...
the question is easy lik drinking water
bcos all is fr tutorial
but my fren lik very sad 4 dis paper...
dun worried...the answer only least mark
ur working step mark higher....
good luck n all the best yea :)

left last paper ady loo....IFRM...
a subject tat nvr noe wat is tat
lol...
after tat i ll hitting to KK for my tip again
n very soon ll reach my lovely land again.....
excited~~~~~
the last holiday for my study life...
i want holiday~~
i want shopping~~
i want yam-cha~~
i want movie~~

26.10.09

无题

就是想打部落格 -___-
下星期考试了,距离回家的日子更靠近了~
这次还蛮期待回家的!!!
我要SHOPPING,我要LIM TEH
我要旅行~~四处跑!!!我的强项XD
突然很想感性的打文章
但是却没有主题~~~
这个星期除了星期二以外
就是整天窝在房间里
好懒惰,好无聊
有什么我可以做的吗?
除了读书?!!!
刚才和林泽同学小聊了一番
跟他讲话就是爽
没有距离的聊天~~嘿嘿
也许上天赐给我一个这么好的朋友
好想念以前的生活
还有你即将毕业啦!!我也快毕业了!!
我们很快又可以回到从前了吗??
大象啊大象,你都不回来了吗??
还会有4人行吗?!
以前4人行,回想起还真温馨~~
虽然某人常常阻止我,嘿嘿嘿
我才没有笨到什么都没有了!!
我没有了你~~但我有一群与我共同进退的朋友~~
你,也没什么了不起啦
EXCUSE ME
you may just ignore me!!!
got 2 choice for you...
1 is block another is just accept
why?! do wrong thing? scare ppl saw?!
oh nolor y so coward ady?!
well,last time to mention
its nothing anymore where you means to me
放心我不会对你再有什么一丝的希望啦

*最好你看到!!!我就是要糗你 *


LOL 离题,别管他的
现在接近2点钟了
老鼠还没出现
HOR一定是去玩了~~
还真是想你!!
又不可以SMS你
好无聊啊!!!
今天温习进展超级慢
怎么办?!
我头脑生锈了
了解那个死鬼graph
一整天,现在总算被解码
huhuhu考题你一定要让我会做
不然我一天的研究不就白费了吗
这学期要拼命点
把分数提高!!
那个死人狮子头
每天不懂在爱现什么
啰里啰唆
你很烦叻!!!
我一定要尬上你!!
所以我不可以懒惰-___-
要勤劳的温习
要让你停止你的理论
不用这么讲究k
你以为每个人都像你这么注重吗
你应该也体谅其他人吧
你操你的事啦~~~~
shhh够了,好像泼妇骂街似的
每次提到这个人心还真的火叻~~
很迟了,我那部超级扣人心弦的戏剧
PPS应该POST上了吧~~~
唉,我室友都不去洗澡
傻什么每天凌晨洗澡,洗衣
是啦无关我事
可是也好歹照顾自己的身体吧
我可以不可以很卖鱼
就抢完线叻??
不管啦~~~

我要看《下一站,幸福》
掰掰~~~~

祝考试的朋友一切顺利~~~加油~~~

唉,一点感性的话都没有~~
哈哈哈 ^v^

19.10.09

another busy week~~

Oh finally its time to update my blog here~~

Hehe sorry im very busy for the last whole week

3rd year study really is so tired

Full with presentation and assignment

Finally majority has pass

Its time to start my revision

Screw and score good results

God bless me!!

I ll try harder dis sem

Quite satisfied with my presentation

N the important point is

I nvr feel nervous when presenting

Hope next sem I ll same as this presentation

As smooth with no problems questioning by examiner~~

Yea ^^


Thursday (15/11/09)

My dear senior roommate ----catherine visit me again in Labuan

So happy to b with her

The day after class

I go airport fetch her

After that v have our seafood dinner

Tat day ate many thing le

SEAFOOD+ DURIAN+ DOUGHNUT

Crazy yea!!! XD

Tat day v “ma pou” n talking the whole night

Oh yea that night had blackout near 5 hours

Luckily dint feel so hot….

If not feel so sorry to her~~~


Friday having my last ICF lecture class 4 dis sem

Wow I wish to escape fr this…is the time now!!!

Back to the lonely night again

The whole day feel tired, sleepy n moody

Dun feel to talk....=/


Saturday my roommate come back to me again

Haha den v go town have our pizza..

V go avon oh no spend many again

After finish bought those chocolate

V go pack KFC back hostel n

LOL buy some beer back hostel

Aiks nobody can drink wit me besides her

So siennzz to have the current one

Childish, boring, alwys act pro n irritated!!!

After tat v chit chat a lot again

Then she talked until asleep -__-


Sunday morning…

I awake her again

Bcos she gonna back to kk again

Im so stupid le…I asleep ady after she wake up

Sorry my dear Catherine

Its really happy to be with u!!!

But I noe there ll dun hav any chance again

I ll nvr 4get this few day~~

Miss u a lot =))


happy moment pass so fast!!! its time to screw to final

after final i ll b back again to klang

excited >.<


-AWAITING SPRING SAY HIE TO ME-

4.10.09

fast fast fast

finally finish carrier week...
omg everyday got to wake up early
go the super duper boring talk...
just bcos to SIGN haiz...
but got 2 talk is useful!!
which is"attitude n grooming" n "table dinner"
the attractive one!!


dis week ll b a very busy week...
hope everything go smooth
after dis week is really release all the stress
n say bye bye to the minor course assignment again!!!
left the last 2 assignment den its final again
aiks...wish i would still maintain on 3.5 above
GOD BLESS ME!!!!!
yea yesterday is mooncake festival
celebrate wit some university friends
first time visit to TANJUNG ARU in Labuan
but not tat good ahahaa
bcos serivce is low quality
n the food is quite expensive
u noe 1kg of prawn need RM60 OMG how come so exp
suppose is very cheap man~~ -__-
instead of missed my Miri trip but i enjoy with my friend too
not a lonely mooncake festival yeah ^^
next year i ll b back to my lovely land again
i can celebrate with my deary friend again n family too!!!
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ops...its time to concentrate on my e-com web page design
wish tat i would got sumthing new later with exploring myself
ahahahaa
chaozzz

pic of the week =)

30.9.09

我从来没有那么不开心过

天气闷热
所以我的心情一样的闷
一早还不错的
但是被室友的闹钟吵醒
但是她竟然一点反应都没有
真是无言。。。
我承认我很容易被吵醒
这几个月里
我可以说差不多天天被吵醒
讨厌!!!!!
下午上了课
遭殃我的组的猪非常聪明
抄功课一流!!
老师要我们给她合理的解释
不然这科就会被挡掉
OMG 什么X啦
好这是一件事
上完课就回宿舍
因为晚上有补课
就睡个午觉咯
怎知一直被吵醒
结果CLASS CANCEL
好就起身因为已经很气了
怎么睡得着呢
过了几分钟
A小姐敲门告诉我CLASS CANCEL
我就说:‘我懂啊!’
A小姐突然说了一句我听了超级不爽的话
‘噢,你懂啦,不用跟A小姐讲啦,B小姐打包了,你吃自己拉!!’
我当时简直火滚
她一关门我就很大声地说“妈的!我又没有欠你啦!什么态度!!!!
我到现在都很不爽咯!!!!
你要LAN C 去旁边一点
而不是在我前面!!不知情者不要随便讲!!
那又不看B小姐SMS我叻?
我一知道了就第一时间SMS她了咯
B小姐还敢喜欢我的STATUS
无言!!!!!!
今晚我终于拿到那个笨组的联络电话
而且他们还约好开会
没有通知我!!气死我了
这个学期快结束吧!!!!
我想念家了!!!
快点快点我要回家!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
HATEEEEEE EVERYTHINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FED UP WIT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OCTOBER BEGIN!!!!
bring me luck n fun!!!
n JOY too!!!!!!!!!!!

23.9.09

BROKE DOWN INTO THE HELL AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i not wish to recall back anything
but then after the one year
i crying lik hell 2niteeee
there is no reason whyyyy
my tears drop again n again
mayb im strong in front of others
they ll nvr noe how hurt when u leave me
n abandon me just lik tat
n giv me the bull shit excuse
who r u?!!
i feel i really hate u
bcos of u break all the promise?!
bcos u dun face the truth?!
bcos of what can u tell me?!
can u tell me again wit a clearly stated situation
can u jz disappear fr my memories
2nite i being refuse him
bcos of you?
bcos of disappointed wit the words?
bcos of the passt??
I DUNNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
struggling n frustrated!!!!!!!!!!!
u drive me crazy again
please stop ! dont appearin my life again
is lik wat i say
im the planner for the game
at the last i ll be the winner without YOU!!~~~
do u all understand
he is jz the EX-
plz nvr mentioned him in front of me again
i HATE you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i HATE youuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry ( ***** )
i know u care wit me now~~~
i know i needs ur care too
n i agree wit ur words jz now too!!
this is not the right time n right place
jz maintain what r v now
yet i ll step into the game after it totally clear
bcos i 1na b fair to u
dun 1na hurt anyone
as lik wat u giv me too
my heart stil in recovering
bcos its really break into the small pieces
where i got to stick it up slowly
i also wish tat i can celebrate birthday wit u
its a special day too
but i cannot make it
wait for me!!!
pull me up from the HELLLL

21.9.09

我心深处的“爽”与“悲”

刚开完网上会议
这一组还真令人头发扒痒

会议一开始我始终没有出声
因为我是其中的成员就让我们的组长委任我们
其中因为某些原因我们得解释为什么的
有两个人就七嘴八舌讲个不停

我当时只是觉得WAKAO你们还这么幼稚哦

我终于忍不住给了他们个下马威

哈哈哈当时的被认同还真好
喂,都什么时候了还在乱
好得也想个齐全的方法解决吧

终于我的理智还是胜过了你们的幼稚

我不是要挖苦你们啦
请用脑袋一点好不好
好啦全部解决了
合作愉快咯~~~=)
待会儿就搞定它!!呵呵

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今天还蛮开心的
一早就下城市
然后买了红酒
然后去拿家人寄给我的食物
超开心的~~~

好久好久没收到包裹咯^^

有中秋月饼
好怀念中秋夜的聚会
没关系明年我就可以参与咯
待会就有炫耀的照片啦!! 哈哈哈=P

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悲吗?我是不知道为何总是答不出这个问题
我还想念你吗?
还好吧
不会故意的想起你
忘了你吗?
也还好
不是故意忘了你
就是还会一点点的想念
但是我也很清楚知道自己应该用什么身份来面对你
悲哀哦~~~
我可以很确定的知道为什么吗
距离与信任有什么关联呢?
也没什么啦
对我来说
一切已经不重要了
因为我觉得已经可以容纳另一个人
跟我分担与讨论
可是呢我还是需要一些时间
去探讨与摸索这个人
因为你已经走入我的心
我怕你吗

还真有点怕……
只是我都不承认
嘻嘻
Love Game begin~~

this is talap....a type of fruit in Sabah~~~ nice o hehehehe

14.9.09

everyone is back but me......

arghhh looking on everyone back home
but me...got to stay at labuan
hiding inside the room
looking at stupid assignment
hate it!!!!!
i hate my minor course assignment
y should follow the name list
y should the lecturer help their race
y should v accept of this such unfair treat
haizzz....i jz can b patient
jz 1 more sem tehn everything ll b end!!!
i wish i can bac home =/
even not really very miss home....
but the life here really suck
got to pretend as another person
got to b hardworking
got to b facing the walls when in boring
no shopping no movie
even window shopping i really enjoy too hehe
hope there is sumthing special n unpredictable
as lik wat jim told me yesterday....
sumone gonna giv me surprise n unpredictable?
but the location i dun wish to go....
goat ll nvr fall into the tiger mouth easily hahaha
n isnt that got ppl waiting u is a good chance
y should wait but not jz go ahead
i prefer go ahead.....jz do followed by heart....
lol 2day i not really got mood to chat wit him
mayb im tired...im stress about on the ERD quite complicated man!!
looking on " secret diary of a call girl"
prostitute also hav their own life the isnt wanna do so sumtimes
its interesting to look on those customer y they need sex
ahaaa but if u r not really 18 dun watch it
i got no idea on those guy who interest on girl is jz bcos of sex
jz f*ck off from my life if u are!!!
its time to hit to bed
2moro got to go town....wish not to spend much hehe
GOD BLESS ME!! if not i ll broke muahaha

10.9.09

本小姐现在一肚子气!!!!!

aafhsadhfihsdalifhldsa fhdsahfhdsa;ifasd
fdsakjfhvdjksahglkjdshlkjghldshgvas
!@#$%^&*()_
IM NOT LOOK DOWN ON YOU ALL
IS THE REALITY SHOW TAT U ALL R JUZ STUPID ENOUGH
STUDY FOR THE WHOLE 10 YEARS
EVEN A SINGLE PIECE OF WORD U ALL ALSO CANNOT DO
I REALLY DUNO 1NA GIV U ALL WAT RESPOND
DUN THINK THE GOVERNMENT LL JZ FEED U
I HATE YOU ALL
TOTALLY F*CK HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY DREAMS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE RESPECT TO OTHERS ALL THE TIME
U PUASA IS UR OWN BUSINESS LAA
WAT TO DO WIT US
V STIL NEED TO SLEEP NOT JUZ GOT U DIS 1 ASSIGNMENT
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKK

6.9.09

DUMP BOY??!!

I not really 1na say about him laa
jz i duno y everyone lik to talk him to me
i got no idea~~~
hey v d break up so long time
its jz a past n the history laaa
i rmb there r quite many ppl ask me about
" Why you would choose this type of guy as ur bf?"
HUH!!!!! izzit that u r too bad or??!
yesterday rich tauke say again
" pretty girl like u y like to dump boy ....."
ps:i dint admit im pretty girl laa hahaha is they say so....(muahahha)
at that time i really got wordless
WHAT!!!! everyone is disagree that im wit u for the last few years
jz saw a MV sing by 张敬轩 HURT SO BAD
the girl talk one phrase....
i think tats correct....
难道你以为只看外表而没看内心的吗?
mayb everyone is jz the outsider
no one ll really understand about you
i jz can say so~~
however.....its jz past tense
hehe i ll b here bless for u
u arent dump boy for me~~~
*有时想想这个问题还真的有点暗爽,因为大家都说你不配LOL*(devil face)


yesterday got quiz~~~hehe do until quite happy
bcos quite easy hope i can score 30/30 n get full mark 20%
den i got an A hope for dis sem....
okie its time to do my assignment again after rest for sum day
GAMBATE!!! holiday coming soon.....
wahahaa got so many holiday lee.... XD

OH yaa yesterday called back home~~~
its so sweet~~~ the home is the safety n warm place 4 me 4eve!!!
i love everyone!!!!!!!!!! muacks

31.8.09

为八月画上休止符

31.8.2009 对我来说没什么特别
可是也证明了是我在纳闽度过最后的国庆日
也许现在我的朋友还在狂欢
也许在会周公
也许在赶功课
也许在煲粥
也许在吃夜宵
而我却什么都不想做
就打打部落格好了!
时间过得还真快啊,我就快毕业了
开始有点担心以后的路会是怎样
当然我想赚很多很多的钱
但是我要如何经营我的将来才能保证这一切呢
赚钱对我家来说
就是重点!谁赚得多就谁掌权
哈哈我才不想掌什么权啦
毕竟我是女的,就在我能力之下
可以让我家人过得更好的
我当然愿意付出
这二十二年我也是因为他们而好好的,活生生的
说真的那天晚上我还留了不少眼泪
可以这么说,我离开了家那么久
从来没有那天晚上的彷徨,无助
原来我也这么爱我的家人哦!!
我还以为我每天那么任性霸道不礼貌
OPS太坏了~~~呵呵
有时还真的感到抱歉
你又懂啦
我才不会说出那么露骨的话
我总是那么的潇洒~~~对不起嘛
有时真的一时口快 -_-
今年呢怎样度过啊。。。。
就是洗澡度过的吧!!
还有今天读的一片文章作废了
真是笨啊!!为何每次都那么冲动。。。
我那懒惰的心态哈哈还要人家帮我做功课
太懒了吧我这个黄诗薇!!!
黄诗薇黄诗薇黄诗薇
好久没听到这个名字啦
因为大学同学都不会酱叫我
酱叫我就好像很奇怪。。。。
好想念回家的日子
虽然还有很久
因为累了,想停一停,充充电
也好久没用华语了
有什么事我很久没做啦??
煲粥吧。。。谈恋爱。。。
旅行。。。狂欢。。。
喝酒。。。跳舞。。。
唱歌。。。
说真的还有点憧憬
不过还是有点害怕
可能我真的很受伤
因为我的爱换来了冷漠与无情的结束
刚才还依稀闪了他的画面
还记得五年前热恋中
他连国庆日都会跟我祝贺
结果呢到最后的情人节和我的生日
什么都没有!!!!
这叫什么?!
现实啊,男人男人我才不是想讽刺什么
这就是最真实的你们吧~~~~
不要告诉一个人你有多爱而是以行动
难道你不知道听久了
就只有麻木与讽刺吗
说太多了。。。。
我只可以说你是我生命里最重要最闪烁的过客
从你说出分手的那刻起,我已经知道你永远不会回来了
只是我有够笨,自欺欺人,对吧??
这几天还真闷~~~
我觉得我真的不可以接受一个那样的男人
虽然我还蛮喜欢酱的他
就是不可以咯也没什么理由
也许猴子说得对吧
我心里的那个障碍还未被解开
爱一个人你不会要求什么
爱一人你就不会嫌三嫌四
爱一人你会包容他
爱一人你就会无条件付出
而这些我一项都没有
也许我也闷得太久
只是需要一个人陪我疼我
还是随缘吧~~~~勉强没幸福啊!!!
好咯。。。。应该画上休止符
继续我的功课~~~~~GO!!!
九月我来啦~~~~~~~~~~~~

28.8.09

Assignment Month~~ tangiable, horrible n vegetable XD

OH NO!!! last two month stil passing my life great
enjoy wit FB~~ DRAMA~~ MOVIE~~ MSN
but start from dis week
the NIGHTMARE begin~~~
actually im very sleepy now >.<
suppose 2day i got no class den i can hide in hostel the whole day
but bcos of some meeting
haiz i got to go sch...
weeeiiii really hate meeting wasting time loooo
aiks i got no comment
i got to do so~~bcos they r not my fren
i cannot jz refuse n do so -_-
here is my list of assignment
LIST: IM group, IFRM group, AFE group, IT group, IFRM individual, IT individual stil got 3 subject haven given @@ OMG izzit terrible.......................
hope i can settle all ASAP den i might enjoy my OCT...
stil got 13 week to back to my lovely land again
ouchh stil so long time 1??

ohh sumthing 1na share here...
those who r free...
u might go n watch this drama
BLACK&WHITE by taiwan actors...
at first i tot it jz a love story but
its a story regarding the bribery of a country by those top representative
quite nice!!! is dis movie drive me crazy
n i alwys sleep at the 5am morning -.-
i jz can giv 2 THUMB UP for this drama
its successful really!!! not bcos of the actor handsome enough
but its really saw tat every1 pay the most affect in their role

last few day jz playing webcam with him~~
so happy n so funny....
i really love the way v talk...
without any pressure...
hehe hope ur post ll b arrive very soon =)
its so warm to have you right in this moment....
missx u

okie~its time to cook!!!
hohohoho
GO!!! after done all the assignment
its time to hav a great MIRI TRIP~~~~
yea excited ^-^

24.8.09

莫名的忧虑

晴天霹雳,谁说我家藏毒!!
他妈的,真是的不是要我酱骂人
这什么烂理由啊。。。
神啊,保佑我的家人平平安安啊
突然好想家哦~~
莫名的无助。。。。T—T

18.8.09

damnit, y i miss you

its a moody day again~~
bad luck~~ when a person in a bad luck
nvr got something good happen
dis is true!!!
hope 2moro ll b settle all the thing
i can start do my revision
i dun1 regret at last.....
many thing happen
i cant get print service with climb upstairs 3 time
tmnet n maybank haven solve my problem
while bathing i got scalded
i duno wat happen wit me~~~
God bless me plz
i miss him now laa how...
the first day he sleep so early dint acc me=.=
somehow i noe there ll b ntg happen
no miracle no hope
quite hurt to heard tat word
mayb the way i answering is too lousy
quite miss his voice after hang up the phone tat nitez
i lik the way v talk...u really make me feel hot keke
anyway good9 babe sweet dream muakz
i MISS you~~~

jz now hav a little cry...
i angry wit myself...
i envy to others...
i hope there is he besides me
i need a HUG, some CAREZ, n a little bit of LOVE




yes had create another new playlist hope u lik it